Its always been you

Monster's Ball

"Dear diary, do you ever get sick of me writting about death? It's been 4 days since Bonnie died--- or 4 days since I found out Bonnie died. She wanted Elena and I to go back to school, so here I am, back at school--- studying, going to class, trying to move on like everyone else. Stefan had it easiest. He doesn't even remember Bonnie, not that anybody has seen him expect for Caroline, who's back with Tyler. He's been a healthy distraction for her, to say the least.... and I've adopted my own distraction---- Dr. Wes Maxfield. My roommate was killed by a vampire and Dr. Maxfield covered it up, and I'd like to know why." I wrote in my journal.

"Welcome back." Maxfield says from behind me. I turned and looked at him. "See you at the costume ball tonight?"

"I wouldn't miss it." I smiled at me and he smiled and walked away from me.

"Besides, the more I have to think about, the less time I have to miss Bonnie...." I say back on the wall and cried." But in the meantime, I choose to believe that she's watching over me because that's who Bonnie is." My phone started vibrating on the floor. I picked it up and seen it was Damon calling I hit the ignore button.

"Busted." Damon says from behind me. I turned and looked at him.

"Hey. Where's Miranda?" He sat next to me

"She's fine. So miss avoiding me for 3 days."

"Avoiding you? What? We've been talking."

"Texting one time. 'Want to be Elena's plus one at a costume ball?' Winky face."

"And you never replied. So I'm guessing this special, in person visit means yes."

"Definitely will maybe consider thinking about it."

"It's at 8:00. Caroline got you guys  costumes." I gave Damon a kiss on the cheek

"Where are you going?"

"To class." I stood up and grabbed my bag." I'm late." I then walked away from him. As I walked to class I noticed a guy sitting at Megan's Memorial. So me being me I walked over to him

"Hey."

"Hey."

"I'm Amanda. Megan use to be my roommate. Did you know her?"

"We knew each other growing up."

"Oh, wow. I'm sorry." He grabs a rose and stands up

"Pretty sad memorial, huh? Guess it's not excalty cool to mourn during fall rush."

"Eevryone mourns differently. Some do flowers. Others do what their loved ones would've wanted."

"Yeah. Well, what Megan would have wanted is to still be here alive."

"They said she committed suicide."

"Yeah. I know. That's what they said."

"So then what do you think happened?" He grabbed his bag

"Yeah. If you care about her, get her sunflowers. She liked those." He then walks away from me.

"Hey, do you have a name?"

"Yeah. I do." He just kept walking. A part of me wanted to go after him and kill him but I didn't want to make a scene so I kept on walking to class.

"Who were you talking to?" Elena says as she walked over to me

"Some guy that knew Megan." She looked at me. "I think he knows about vampires."

"What? Why?"

"Because the way he said the word yeah."