twenty ninth

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i arrived home to phil in my sofa with petal. they were laughing.
i was worried but it made my heart go all weird.

i was proud of myself, it was a big step. chris told me that.
he said that i had a boy in my house. i should be proud.
and i am.

"oh hi dan me and phil were just getting to know each other"
yeah your mums lovely, how was therapy?"

i swear right there and then i nearly fucking fell to the floor. the air was knocked out of my lungs and the world started spinning.

phil new that i had therapy.
petal had fucking betrayed me.

everything went black and i lost it.
i started screaming at phil and petal. crying and throwing shit at her.
i scared her. i disrespected my own mother.

in front of phil.

i am such a shit person.

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