Big Bangs, Prohibition, and a Sugar Daddy

Becoming A Kept Woman

As we continued to eat, we discussed politics, my day, and other things. Small talk compared to the discussion we had before. Before we left the table Luke looked at me.

"You will not have to pay for the clothes." Luke said. "But, my offer for paying your Mother's hospital bills still stands, if you wish to honor my terms. In addition I'll pay for Carol and Phillip's wedding as a bonus."

"You cannot buy me in that way, but I will consider what you've said." I was still thinking of what Luke had said. Would a kind, loving God expect me to forsake companionship, intimacy, and possibly love because of an accident of puberty. "But, don't expect me to come to your bed any time soon."

Luke raised his wine glass to me in a sort of toast. "We shall see. I should have charged you for the clothes after all, but I won't go back on my promises to you."

Maybe it was time to end our little game. I thought to myself. In fact, it might be better to end this game sooner than later. There is only so long that I could string this game along until Luke truly began to lose interest. It was time to make a decision. To sleep with Luke or to find some other employment. Because if Luke did finally lose interest, I would no doubt lose my job as well.

I have no experience in seduction. Ingrid had left me some lingerie as well as the day dresses. It had a sexual content. Hose, garter belt and girdle, a pair of brief knickers, and a bra. All black. I slipped my robe over the lingerie. As I sat and straightened my hair, which was easier, being so short. Added some slim teardrop earrings, and used my scent.

Like most women, I have an accustomed scent. Jasmine has always been my preferred scent. Those who know me, know my scent. You apply the scent on the wrists and along at the side of the neck where you can feel the body's pulse. It supposedly helps to attract men, but I merely used scent because I enjoyed it. Tonight I applied it in hopes to please Luke.

I walked through the connected bathroom. I looked into the mirror in the bathroom. I opened the robe to reveal myself in the full length mirror. I felt a quiver go through my body. Felt something strange inside of me. I was going to do this. To surrender my body to Luke's whims. But, I would ask for a condition that Luke did not mention. To protect myself.

I entered Luke's room for the second time since I arrived at his mansion. Luke sat in his comfortable armchair reading a book. No doubt history or some political science book. His preferred reading. On the end table near his chair were magazines on aviation, mechanics, and other subjects he was interested in.

Luke wore a robe. He looked up to see me. Now that I was here, I felt a little bashful. I looked down and played with the tie of my robe. Luke stood up and walked toward me.

"I take it that your presence here means that you accept my offer." Luke stood a few inches in front of me. I smelled his own spicy scent in addition to cigar smoke.

"I accept your conditions, with one additional one. That no matter what happens between us, I am allowed to maintain my job." That was the one condition I would insist on. "With its current salary."

"I agree. I would have allowed you to continue to work for me, if not here, somewhere in my business where you would be safe." Luke informed me. "I am not such a scoundrel that I would have abandoned you completely."

Luke pulled at the sash on my robe. It fell open. "You are so beautiful." He said as I let the robe fall from my shoulders.

His hands wandered over my body. I shivered. "I'm afraid."

"I won't hurt you." Luke had constantly assured me of that. I was simply was afraid of this unknown that I was entering into. "You know that, don't you?"

"Of course, it's just that I've never done this before." He was touching me, kissing me. I returned those kisses. My timidity was fading.

At first there was a slight pain on entry. An uncomfortable feeling having him inside of me. Then a feeling I had never felt before. Nothing like I expected. Followed by my releasing myself. A release I never thought possible under the circumstances. It was amazing, confusing, perhaps a little humiliating. Nor did it happen just once, it happened twice.

Afterward, Luke, having released himself three times as well, we lay in his bed with me in his arms. "The wait for you was worth it." He whispered in my ear. After the cries, moans, and pleasure this intimate whisper was what I remember most.

I had no words for what I experienced. It was 'worth it' as Luke said. No matter what happened after this. I would remember these couple of hours all of my life. At the same time I felt a loss. I had given up a part of me. As Luke had once said to me. That by sacrificing a part of myself, I would gain so much more. But, I had sacrificed that last visage of that little boy I was.

I cried a little for Allen. Who had been lost at that moment when I stepped into Luke's bedroom. I was now Ellen. No part of the boy I was could survive this wonderful experience, I had sacrificed what I was to become what I would be in the future.

"You are crying. Did I hurt you? I tried to be gentle, but I admit I my lust was up." Luke cupped my chin in his hand. Wiping my tears with the fingers of his other hand.

"No. It didn't hurt much. I realized what you said before about how we have to sacrifice a part of ourselves to survive in life." I put my hand over Luke's. Touching his face. "Whatever was left of Allen within me, I think that part died tonight. But, I think I can live my life more thoroughly as Ellen, now that we have done this together."

"Then you have no objection to being a kept woman." Luke said.

"As long as there is some discretion." I suppose not. I didn't want to paraded around as Luke's personal quiff either.

"I am not worried about the staff, they respect you. My sleeping with you will not change that." Luke gave me a gentle kiss on the lips. "I imagine that your family might be shocked by this. Knowing what you really are. As for my colleagues, I'd prefer they didn't know we were this intimate."

"I think my Mother might disown me, if she found out. I don't know how Carol would feel. About the only person I might trust with this is Rae. She has a very open mind." I knew that Rae might understand. If I had to talk to someone, I was sure it could be Rae. "As for your colleagues, I'm sure they wouldn't realize what I really am. It's not like I'd have to undress for them."

"I would certainly hope not." Luke laughed. "I would be extremely irate if such a thing was necessary. You are mine. And mine alone."

"I didn't say I belong to you." I said with some irritation. "Merely that I consented to sleep with you."

"I may not be capable of that silly emotion of love, but I am possessive. I care for the things I own. My car. My mansion. They are my prizes. What I earned through my hard work. You are my kept woman, I will lavish my affection on you and prize you like any of my important possessions."

"And if you tire of me?" I asked.

"I will keep my promise. You will remain in my employ, if not here, then in another safe position within my business that is worthy of your talents." Luke assured me. "But for now, I think you are worth keeping."

"Considering what I did for you tonight, I had better be worth keeping." I was exhausted and could barely keep my eyes open.

"Well, with I little experience. I'm sure you will be." Look wrapped his arms around me again. "My little animal."

"I am neither a possession or an animal." I suppose we might have debated that as well, but I was too tired and fell asleep.