Best Friends

Chapter 6

I look around and notice that I'm deep inside a forest. I look up at the sky and notice that the night sky is beautiful. There are blues, purples, and reds mixed around with the Stars.

'Where am I' is all I can think as I look around once again. I catch a glimpse of perfect brown hair.

"Katie" I whisper. She seems to have heard me though. She turns around and looks at me. We share a look before she turns around and runs away.

"No!" I run after her. I can't loose her again! I chase after her deeper into the forest. She easily weaves around the trees, but I have more trouble. Every once in a while I have to stop so I won't crash into a tree.

Finally she disappears. Slowly I fall to my knees. A few tears fall down my face. I wipe my face though. I'm done crying.

Suddenly Katie appears in front of me making me jump. She looks mad.

"How could you!" She exclaims grabbing my shoulders. "You let me die and then all you do is feel sorry for yourself!"

"K-Katie-", but I'm cut off by her screaming again.

"You are using my death as an excuse to get attention and fuck girls!" I see hurt in her eyes.

"Katie no." Oh god what have I just done.

"I thought you loved me..." She whispers but I still hear her.

"I do love you." I cry out to her, but she just shakes her head.

"If you loved me then you would've told me." I'm so confused. Katie was just telling me at the pond that it wasn't my fault and now she is driving all of this hate into my head with too much force.

I put my hands over my ears trying to block out her voice, but it's still there. I squeeze my eyes shut and clench my teeth. "Stop!" I scream, but it doesn't stop. She just keeps on telling me how all of this is my fault. How I could've stopped this.

Then I wake up. Drenched in sweat, still in the hospital bed. My head in throbbing and I can feel tears rolling down my cheeks.

"I-I'm s-sor-ry" I barely choke out as I cry into my hands. I feel so guilty. I roll over and throw up over the side of the hospital bed. The guilt is slowly killing me. Am I making this all about myself like Katie said? I didn't realize it but maybe I am. Oh god that just makes me feel ten times worse. I felt bad enough about what happened with Kayla.

How am I going to get through this...

A/N- Welp I'm dead. Let me just say though 110 reads is more than I could ever ask for so thank you. By the way go follow HaleyJeter for helping me with this story and being an amazing friend! (498 words)

-Jason