Quiet the noise

The Fear in my dreams

I wish I would be normal
And dream of my future
Not the fear of life
Not the fear of everything

I see so much blood and gore
Even if I don't watch scary shows
I just want to quit and just cry
I just want everything to stop

Why can't I just have a peaceful dream
Where I can just relax
And not have to wake up gasping
Gasping for a breath that isn't there

The fear in my bones
Are almost impossible to hide
No one sees a shaken up em
Eating her silly little breakfast

Do you ever feel so scared
You don't know how to react
Or how to even speak your language
The fear that is impossible to describe

I feel that very often
My hands are covered in blood
The blood is my dead dreams
The dreams I have never had

I am shaking with fear
Fear that I want to go away
Would you judge me if
I never came out of my room, again