Quiet the noise

Lonliness the poison

// please don't show love or that you care. I don't accept it anyways

Sitting in the cafeteria
I have shunned myself
Not feel as if I belong
Feeling like I should leave

I blast my music
Michael in the bathroom
A song that describes
Exactly how I feel

I feel like I'm horrible
As If I deserve to die
To burn in Hell
Feeling the fire on my flesh

I have known loneliness
I have lived a life
Where no one can save me
Where I am destined to be alone

I talk about my friends
They aren't toxic
I am the only one who is toxic
The one who should leave

The thing is...
Everyone leaves
I am all fucking alone
I don't belong anywhere

Where is home?
It's so empty here
I do not live here
And I never belonged here