Summer Rain ⛅⛅( EunRin Ff)

Chapter 19

Yerin's P.O.V

It had been a little more than a week from now since I last saw Eunha, since they took her away.

I was devastated, I hadn't slept all night, wondering how she was. If her parents had treated her the way she was meant to, if she thought about me, about us.

There had barely even started to be an us, but the truth is. There was an us since that first look, since those first introductions. Since that first day.

I didn't know whether to cry or to worry for her state.

I really didn't. I wanted to know when I would see those eyes again, when I would share another kiss with that mouth. When I received another smile from that face.

"Yerin, I think it's time you go outside. You've been inside for the past week. You've even forgotten about the restaurant." Sinb said with encouragement.

I sighed. I didn't want to go outside...but if it made my best friend happy, then I would do it.

"Fine," I said in the lowest voice. There was no way I could get a smile back on my face after what happened. It wouldn't show the me inside, it would show the fake me that pretended to be happy like before.

I was never truly happy until Eunha came into my life, even if we did go through rough times after that kiss.

I laughed dryly, remembering that first kiss. It was so sudden, but I enjoyed it to the max.

But our first kiss, the real kiss, the one that we both wanted whole heartedly was even better than the first first, if that even makes sense.

"Yerin?" Sinb said, moving my shoulder repeatedly.

"What is it?" I asked, looking up.

"Let's go." She said and I nodded, standing up.

We walked out the door and began walking.

"Where to?" I asked and Sinb shook her head.

"We're going for a walk."

"You should've told me, I could've brought my earphones." I said and she shook her head.

"To do what? To fill your head with those depressing songs you listen to all day? I think not."

"They're not depressing, just extremely sad." I defended and Sinb rolled her eyes.

"You just stated the definition." I ran up to her, since I was behind.

"Look, I just want to listen to something that I can actually relate to. I'm sorry if it bothers you so much." I said defensively.

"Yerin, I don't want you to fall into depression. I want you to be the same Yerin you were two weeks ago."

"So you want me to fake my happiness?" I asked and She shook her head.

"I want you to think more positive." I scoffed.

"What is there to be positive about?"I asked, raising one eyebrow and picking up my pace.

"Yerin, you still have your friends, your restaurant and your dad. You have me, Yerin. You have a life to get to. Just because Eunha left doesn't mean your life has to leave along with her." Sinb said and this time she really got me mad.

"You know nothing! You don't know how it feels to be waiting for your other half, not knowing how they are. You don't know because you don't live my life. I'm hurting Sinb, why don't you see that." I said and walked faster, trying to avoid her comments.

"Yerin!" She shouted and I shook my head, beggining to run before actual tears flowed out of my eyes.

I ran and ran with no destination what so ever. I fell to the ground and scrapped my knee after bumping into something.