Summer Rain ⛅⛅( EunRin Ff)

Chapter 20

Yerin's P.O.V

"She's gone..." I told Sinb as she patted my back.

"And I couldn't do anything..."

"Yerin, it's not your fault, it's not anyone's but Eunha's parent's fault."

"But if I could've just confessed to her before that day...we would've had more memories, I should've been a better girlfriend, i-"

"Yerin, stop. You two had a wonderful relationship and-"

"But what if I don't see her again, Sinb."

"You are, I promise."

I looked at her and gave her a slight smile.

She gave me a hand And I got up.

I miss you so much already....

Eunha's P.O.V

I woke up and looked around, we had barely arrived. I yawned, stretching my arms out.

I looked over at them. They were sound asleep. Why couldn't they be this peaceful when they were awake?

I shook them awake one by one, telling them to wake up and that we had already arrived.

I sighed and looked outside.

California was beautiful, but it's the last place I wanted to be at at the moment.

I wish I could go back and tell Yerin that I was there and that we would be happy together with no worries.

But I couldn't and I missed her so much already.

Her hugs, her kisses, her reassurances that everything would be okay. Her in specific. I just missed her.

It had been just two days ago when I last saw her, but it was killing me inside not to be by her side every second that passed.

"Eunha, hurry up!" My dad yelled and I grabbed my bags and walked towards them.

"We've put you into a high school here in Los Angeles. The city life here is amazing. You know this is where I grew up. I'm sure you'll enjoy everything here." Mom said happily and I ignored her old stories. Not like I cared anyways.

"And hopefully you get a boyfriend-" and this is where I just fumed with Anger.

"Quit trying to change me!" I shouted, causing most people to stare at me. I shrugged them off and kept walking. Once we got to the actual airport my dad pulled me by the back of my shirt and said slowly.

"If you don't shut your trap and behave like an actual girl, I'll show you how to be one back home. So shut your disgraceful a** up or else." I tensed in fear.

My breath hitched for a second. I felt like my air was running out.

"Keep walking." He said and like a robot I did as told.

I looked around to see if anyone had suspected anything, but everybody was just acting as normal as they were two minutes ago.

Everything happened so fast, and the next thing I knew I was at this big school the next day that I didn't understand at all...

Things were so different...

There were Teenage boys running around and girls gossiping so loudly, probably spreading rumors...

It was so uncontrolled, so unfamiliar.

I felt like a baby ant walking through a crowd of elders.

I didn't understand.

I looked at the schedule that was given to me in the office and looked around.

G-2

I followed the big G, guessing that was where my class was located.

I sighed, this was going to be a long day.

The bell rang and I looked around, it was like a swarm of bee's heading out to pollinate in the early morning, scattering around one way over another.

I entered the classroom and walked up to the teacher quietly.

"Excuse me, I'm new here and I was wondering where I could sit??" I asked quietly. I learned English back in Korea, it was one of the classes that I mostly hated, but I kind of thank professor Kim now.

"There's no seating chart," She responded and I nodded, taking the first seat in the center.

It didn't seem like she really...cared.

I looked back and turned towards the front Immediately.

I was receiving looks from everyone here and attention wasn't really my thing.

I sighed and looked up as the teacher began speaking.

This surely was going to be a long day...

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I got home and looked at my room. I guess it was one of the things that brought my mood up, even if it was just this much.

I looked down at the paper in my hand.

If I couldn't communicate with her by phone, then it would have to be by letter.

Los Angeles, CA
7:52pm

To my dearest Yerin,

It was my first day of school today, and let me tell you that it was horrible. It's so different to Korea out here in Los Angeles. Everything about them is different. It seems like there is no rules out here...

The majority of the students misbehave and I only found one person that follows rules. My new friend, Mike. But we'll leave that conversation for another day...if there even is another day in which I can be with you...

Yerin I want you to promise me one thing.

Promise to love me, and me only like I know I will only love you.

Because I do, I love you endlessly and every minute, every second seems like the end of the world if I am not to be with you.

I miss you. And I want to be with you snuggled up, rewatching kissing booth like any other day.

It makes me cry, the image of you makes me cry because of how much I miss you. You have opened my heart and put yourself inside it the same way rain puts itself into the clouds.

Now I am that cloud, crying to be filled up again with they same love that you've given me these past three months.

I was once that happy flower receiving that set of water from those clouds, but now that flower is slowly dying because of the fault of sunshine that refuses to give me the set of vitamins that I need.

Those vitamins being you...

With love and Tears,

-Eunha

I grabbed the paper and folded it.

I grabbed the envelope, placed the letter inside and sealed it.

I laid down on my bed after changing into my pijamas.

After the lamp was turned off, looked up at the dark ceiling.

I miss you so much already
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