Pleasure | E.D

twenty

I walk down the halls with my head down low, gripping onto the inside of my pocket jeans.

I felt many people's eyes on me, it made me feel uncomfortable. People were confused because they usually see me happy and all giddy.

It's different when people see me upset about something.

"Yo, Camila!" I hear a familiar voice call my name in front of me.

I shot my head up to see Ethan jogging towards me, he ruffled up his hair with his hand and swooped it so the side.

I looked him up and down, he had black basketball shorts on and a white muscle tee, his muscles were almost bursting through his shirt. I licked my lips and shook my head as he approached me.

His lips curved into a smirk.

Wow, he caught me checking him out.

"You like the view? He says winking.
I giggle a little and roll my eyes jokingly.
"Don't get cocky now E." I said pushing his shoulder.

"You look gorgeous today." He said with wide eyes, i smiled and out my hands over my face to his the blush growing on my cheeks.

"Damn" he said licking his lips, he grabbed my hand and spun me around in a circle, looking at me in every angle.

"Stop" i said and he chuckled.

"Can i ask what happened last night?" He said out of no where.
I swallowed the lump in my throat as my heart began to race just thinking about Brady.

"You don't have to though, when your read-" he started but i cut him off.
"N-no it's fine. Can we go out to the field?" I say.

He nods and takes my hand.

He dragged me behind him as he said "hello" and "yoooo" to a bunch of boys that walked past.

I took the time to admire his arm and back muscles that poked through his shirt.

I held tighter on his hand as i got more nervous when we stepped foot onto the short grass.

He turned around and cupped my face quickly.
I flinched at his warm breath hitting my lips.
His soft, warm, plump lips gently moved with mine.

He gently moved his large hand to my waist, the other still cupping my cheek.

He broke away from the kiss, I held my eyes shut as my lips started to tremble.

I bit hard on it, trying to stop my crying, i gripped tightly onto the bottom of my shirt.
Pulling it down slightly.

"Hey." Ethan said wrapping my small body in his arms.
I snuggled my head in his chest, taking in the scent of him.

"Let's wait. Tell me when your ready Camila. This is obviously something you have to-" I cut him off by pulling away and saying,
"No Ethan. You deserve to know. You are probably thinking i'm a pussy or something. Someone that can't get over something that happened around eight years ago. If it tell you it, you'll probably get board of me and think i'm ridiculous." I say, my voice cracking at the last sentence.

There was a long, uncomfortable silence between the two of us.

"I knew it." I said and turned around to walk off.
Ethan grabbed my wrist and spun me around.
He cupped my face with both his hands again and kissed me passionately.

It sent fireworks through my body, i felt warmth.

"I will listen to everything you say precious." He says, looking me dead into my watery eyes.
I nod and we walk off to a bench to sit down on.

We sat down, the bench in between our legs, our legs either side of the bench.

I exhaled a large amount of air and shook my leg up and down repeatedly.

Why am i so nervous?

Ethan placed his hand on my shaking leg, rubbing it up and down slightly.

I look up at him and then down at my leg, he gave me a soft smile and nodded his head gently.

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I told him everything, to me and Brady in the past.
To my brother.
To Brady then cheating on me.
To my thoughts and feelings when i saw him that night.

Everything.

Thanks for readinggg!!
Hope you enjoyed.
Peace.

~Olivia x