So me and Ethan are officially 'fuck buddies' you can say. I must admit, his words hit me hard.
"No feelings, no relationship, just pleasure."
I do enjoy the pleasure, but i don't want to do it just for the pleasure of it. I also want to do it so i can get closer to Ethan, because i want to be more than that.
There's something about him that makes me go crazy, not just during sex, something about him makes me want him more and more. To be closer to him more, wanting to be with him all the time. I cant quite figure it out yet.
The way he treats me, any girl could die for this feeling. I just need to appreciate how far i've come with him. Like, i'm fuck buddies with Ethan Dolan. The most popular, hot boy in our school.
I still remember the exact words he said, and his actions. That i'll probably never be able to get over.
He just knows how to make my day.
"Because you fucking sexy, gorgeous, caring and straight up amazing. And not to mention the best girl that's been in my bed."
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10:56
Lauren: Girl we need to go to Alex's party tomorrow!
10:57am Me: Yes i'm so excited.
10:58am
Lauren: We gonna got laid by a random boys? ;)
10:59am Me: I have someone in mind, he's not so random ;)
11:00am
Lauren: ??? Lauren: Ohhhh.
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Since i'm going to Alex's party tomorrow, i need to pick an outfit.
I don't need to go to the mall or anything because i bought a load of outfits at the start of the year.
I flicked through the dresses that were neatly placed on the hanger. One specific dress caught my eye.
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It's a really light pink nude dress that has two strips cut out of the middle, it shows off my cleavage and my curved figure.
"That'll do." i mumble to myself and place it back in my wardrobe.
Sorry for the short chapter. Thanks for reading. Peace
