f o r c e d「yanderexreader oneshot」

.first confession.

im so sorry this isnt a chapter.

okay, first of all. i confessed to my crush at 3:57am. we were playing fortnite together and decided to take a break, he was sleepy but i said 'spend more time with me'. and he eventually did. we talked about random stuffs like our schools, we're not in the same school btw. 

and i was getting very very sleepy, i giggled like a drunk and high man. this is what i said. 

"i have something to say before i go to sleep,"

"what is it?"

"i really like you, and i wasn't lying about it." 

AND I END THE CALL. JUST END IT. E  ND  IT.

guys i honestly just freakin' out, i regretted and just kinda wanna die. wanna die really bad. we're very good friends and probably he wont EVER talk to me ever again anymore. i have been trembling since the lest 2 hours, thinking about how we probably not going to play games together, calling everynight, the conversations. 

i. need. help. 

i just wish he could stop, just stop suddenly talking to me and i wouldnt be blaming him, my feelings for him was supposed to be a secret. damn it all, i should've died earlier.