Mr. Harry Styles

22 Harry in my mind

Normally I'm a normal Irishman. I love to have a beer occasionally and I'm happy with pretty little things in life. So it felt totally different when I continued to drift away more and more from my old self. From the beginning, I thought that one day a woman would be  standing by my side. Yes, I got a woman, but she wasn't such one as I had dreamed about. I had a woman who I loved, but once she had been a man. Talk about that I really didn't live up to my old ideas. As a bonus, this woman began to engage me in sex games and the problem was that I loved it. Yes, I was sure that I wasn't gay, but I missed a lot of all that as Harry had given to me and then it wasn't just about sex. I missed him as a person. Maybe it was because of that as Diana so easily got me to accompany her in those games? It was as if she still had a part of Harry and sometimes she wanted to share him with me.

I was standing on all fours on the bed. Diana stood behind me and she took me hard with the dildo. Yes, she had a belt around the waist and she held my hips tightly between her soft hands. I didn't think about what was normal, no not when I ended up using this as something I loved. Instead, I tried to see what I won. I got what I wanted, although I didn't know it. I loved to feel how something was moving inside my ass and I loved the feeling of sex with a man. Yet it was Diana behind me and not Harry, but it was still Harry. I was shattered.

I let my face landing on the mattress and I had the butt against her. I heard her moaning and slowly I began to fantasize about Harry. Yes, it was he who stood behind me and it was he who made me want more. I took down my hand and I touched myself. I was hard down there, and I was totally satisfied with having sex in this way.

"Is this okay?"

Diana's question made me groan.

"Yes Continue."

She laughed a little.

"Well, I'm not going to quit."

She moved faster and faster against my prostate and I felt hos my body changed. I groaned louder and I enjoyed in total what happened. I moved my hand quicker over my sex, and I could feel my sanity vanished away.

"Harder!" I almost cried, and she obeyed. I could feel the whole bed was moving and finally I was there. I pulled the whole body down and I almost groaned out straight. I spurted out my semen on the bedspread and I was shaking. Yes, it was as if the orgasm was going on in two places. Both in my dick, but also in my ass.

Diana slipped out from me and I landed on my stomach. I was tired and I felt like a paralyzed person. I could hardly open my eyes. I heard her take a dildo. I opened my eyes. Diana lay down beside me and took the dildo down between her legs. I understood why. She had given me what I wanted, but I hadn't the strength to give her what she wanted.

"Should I help you?" I asked, just to seem more interested. She shook her head and bit her lip.

"No, give me just a few minutes."

I chose to look at her. I saw her face turned red. She brought the hips up and down and she pulled the dildo of her sex. Somehow I wanted to be horny by that sight in front of me, but at the same time it was as if I was staring straight at a boring movie. I felt nothing, and I was too tired to even bother. When she came, I saw at her the way she was shaking and she whimpered. I saw her body slowly relaxed and then she turned off the dildo. She swallowed and looked at me.

"Now I'm satisfied." She tried to smile. "Niall, don't worry about me. I love to give you what you want and I have toys that can take care of me."

I frowned. This didn't feel right.

"We're not normal?"

She smiled and shook her head.

"And we never will be. We will always be odd."