savages - sweet pea x reader

Chapter 12

„(y/n)? You're okay?" Reggie asked and put his arm around my shoulder.
„Sure. I think I just don't feel like talking right now" I said, pushed his arm away from me and started running.
No clue where to go or what to do with my feelings.
Damn it...

Tears were running down my cheeks whilst I was running.
My feets were not able to stop until I arrived at the bridge which was between the Southside and the Northside.
I'd been here many times since Sweet Pea and Fangs disappeared last week.
This place had becomy favourite because it gives me chills and always reminded me that the Southside and the Northside could be together.

Even when I hated it this place showed me how much I liked the boys and that my feelings for Sweet Pea were more than I wanted them to be.
I wanted them to go away.
I didn't want to have this feelings.

I was kept in my thoughts when I felt a hand on my shoulder.
I jumped up and looked straight into Toni's face.
„(y/n)? You've seen what happened to Sweet Pea and Fangs, right?" her voice sounds worried.
„Yes I had. And I am totally pissed because no one told me about anything. How am I supposed to react now? Two of my friends got arrested from the police and I don't know why. I am scared and sad about it at the same time." I stopped and took a deep breath.

„I can't understand what is going on and I don't know what just happened.
I feel like I don't belong to this side and even if I have e feelings for Sweet Pea I don't want to see him ever again" I started yelling and just looked away.
„Just tell him and Fangs that I don't want to see them anymore".
I just left and walked away. Leaving Toni behind not caring what she would have to say.

I just walked around on the Northside and didn't know if I wanted to talk or be alone...
But being alone in a town like Riverdale was impossible.
Whenever I tryed to be alone someone appeared and didn't want to talk with me till I smiled again and felt better.
And so it happened this time again...

„There you are!" I heard Reggie's voice behind me.
The boy caught up to me and put one arm around me.
„Should I walk you home? You look like you shouldn't be alone right now. We also can go to Pop's if you want maybe you feel better after a milk shake" he tryed to cheer me up and smiled.

I thought for a moment.
Sure, I wanted to be alone but I also wanted to get lost of my thoughts.
„Pop's sounds great. I'm in" I smiled weakly.

„I am sure it is because of this Serpents. Trust me you better keep distance to them. But what ever they have done they are going to stay at the police station for tonight and maybe they are back in school tomorrow" Reggie started before we entered at Pop's.

I took a seat whilst Reggie was ordering two milkshakes.
Thanks God I could change my thoughts to an other subject.
It didn't took long till Reggie got back to our table and brought me back into the reality.

We started talking and I couldn't believe it but he was actually a really nice guy.
„Did I hear it right that you are a Vixen for two days now? I mean this is amazing." he cheered.

I couldn't do something else then laughing about the way he said it.
„Yes I am. It is unbelievable how popular you can become only by joining them. But why should I tell you? You're a bulldog you are already popular" I laughed and smiled at him.
„Sure but trust me sometimes it can be hard. Just try to be yourself and don't change. You are perfect (y/n)" he smiled and took my hand.
„Please watch out for yourself when you stay friends with this Serpents. I don't want you being hurted by them"

We spend the whole day together.
After Pop's we just walked around the Northside, talking about their lives and some rumours in school.

I could barely believe that he first brought me home when the sun started to go down and the moon started rising.
And I didn't knew that it could be that beautiful spending time with something else then Sweet Pea or Fangs.

But I was sure about one thing now.
I couldn't just forget about him, even if I wanted it really bad.
It was impossible. He ment to much to me, more then I wanted to.
Why did things like this always happens to me?