savages - sweet pea x reader

Chapter 35

Sweet Pea P.o.V.

The wind was blowing through the streets of the northside whilst the sky was getting cloudy and dark.
No one was seen on the streets and silence was following me with every step I was going to take.
Then there was lightning and thunder. The rain started pouring down to the earth and before I could realize it there was no sun seen on the sky. She was hidden from the dark clouds.
The wetter had turned equally to the feelings inside of me...

Flashback

„Why are you acting like this Sweet Pea" Fangs asked on the way to (y/n)'s house.
„How do you think I act? I'm normal" I said and looked away.
I couldn't believe that he really asked this...

Sure I was acting different since (y/n) got shot. I liked her and I couldn't resist that she got hurt because of a stupid mistake we had done.
It was our fault that she nearly died and had to stay in hospital for so long.
And if this wasn't everything the rumours spreading around in Riverdale High gave me a bad feeling about everything.

I thought that Fangs and (y/n) were just friends but then I heard from one of this stupid northsiders that Fangs and her should be really close.
He visited her every day in hospital whilst I was trying to forget about it all and forgive myself for getting her into this whole thing...

I liked her really much but wasn't able to tell her.
And now it all sounds like my best friend was fighting to get her heart.
That she would become his...
I wanted her to be mine but I was to scared of my feelings and my ego to big for me to tell her.
I felt like I was going to lose her...
But when I confronted Fangs with it he just ignored it. He didn't responds.
So I got angry and one action lead to another...

End of the flashback

And now I am here.
Sitting in the rain, feeling bad about myself and fighting with my feelings...

A/N: Btw. thx for 1k reads❤