savages - sweet pea x reader

Chapter 21

It took me a while till I calmed down but then I finally managed it.
Toni brought me into her trailer whilst the boys were getting done for their deal with Penny.
I could understand that the boys wanted me to stay with Toni but how could they expect that I go to sleep in a situation like this?

It was midnight and I hadn't slept at all. The Boys hadn't come back by now and Toni fell asleep about an hour ago.
So I placed myself on a chair in her kitchen and took my phone out of the back pocket of my Jeans.
Some how I needed to clear my thoughts so I put in my headphones and started my playlist.

I wanted to get ride of the feeling that something could had gone wrong with the deal tonight and maybe Sweet Pea and Fangs could have been hurted.
This whole thing was totally crazy.
At first place I was scared about what they could do to me if Sweet Pea and Fangs wouldn't do what they wanted them to do but now I was scared about something else...
About Sweet Pea and Fangs. I was scared they could get hurt, because of me...

Because I knew about all of this.
Because I couldn't mind my own business.
Because I could get them in trouble for partly knowing what they've been up to...

I looked around and finally saw some flashlights through the curtains of Toni's trailer. I barely jumped up and run out of the trailer.

Two motorcycles were parking only a few metres away from where I was standing.
Slowly I walked over to the two Serpents who just arrived.
With every step I got closer to him I felt worries growing inside of me.

„(y/n)? What are you doing here?" I heard Fangs' voice.
„We thought you were supposed to sleep" Sweet Pea added.
„You really thought I was going to sleep whilst you were going to put yourself in such a great danger?" I said and got closer to them till I could see their faces in the darkness of the night.

„What happened?!" I whisper yelled at them when I saw the marks the deal had left on their bodys.
„Nothing what you should worry about" Sweet Pea said but I couldn't believe it.
„Nothing I should worry about? You two got beaten up because of this woman you have to deal with. I am sure this is something I should be worried about and even if you tell me if shouldn't. I am" said and got closer to Sweet Pea.

„I got into this because of you two and I'm not going to look away. You guys are going to tell me the truth or I'll find it out by myself" my emotions were turning from sadness into anger.
I wanted the truth and this time I wasn't gonna let them push me away another time...