savages - sweet pea x reader

Chapter 23

Sweet Pea P.o.V.

„I can't handle it any longer Guys. I'm serious we've to end this. It literally hurts me to see how someone who means so much to me can get hurt because of my actions" I whispered to Fangs and Toni whilst we were waiting for (y/n) to come to school.

I wanted to drive through Riverdale and surch for her since she left earlier than us but still hadn't arrived at school.
I actually hated it but I couldn't resist if she would have been hurted because of the mistake Fangs and I have done.

It was new to me that I had feelings like this to someone like her.
Usually it was only Fangs, Toni and myself who were that close to each other. But since we got to know (y/n) it seemed like everything changed.
I cared about her and wanted to protect her but all I've done was the opposite of it.

Only a few minutes were left till the first lesson would start and (y/n) still wasn't seen in school.
We didn't knew if she just went home by her self or if she got into the hands of Penny or the ghoulies.
Sure we risked a lot yesterday and we could have been hurted even more but we couldn't change it now.

„I've been there for her last night and talked to her. What if the ghoulies have her. I could never forgive myself if something happens to her" I whispered to Toni and Fangs who were looking at me like I've said something wrong.

„How could you know about her acting? Just give her some time, dude. Not everyone can deal with things like this as easy as we can" Fangs laid back and watched over the crowd of students who also were sitting in this room.

„Boys, calm a little down. You know exactly what Jones would think if he sees us stressed like this. And Sweet Pea, (y/n)'s going to be fine, trust me" she said and looked around.
Maybe they both were right. Maybe I was just overreacting.

But what if I was right and they've already found her or worse.
I needed to know where she was or even if she was okay.

I jumped up and was about to leave the room when I nearly run into some. I was about to yell at this person when I looked down into the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen, into (y/n)'s eyes. Her eyes were filled with tears but she holds them back.

„I am so sorry (y/n)" I said and wrapped my arms around her.
I've never felt that sorry for someone. Someone I barely know or who was from this side...

But I felt sorry for her.
Sorry for what I've done.
For what I've put her into.
For everything that happened to her in the past few days.
I felt guilty...