savages - sweet pea x reader

Chapter 37

(Y/N) P.o.V.

The time stopped.
Nothing was moving or even making a sound.
When I opened my eyes again my eyes directly met with his eyes.
His face was still close to mine.
„I ... I am sorry (y/n)... I didn't mean to" he said and whipped a rain trip from my cheek.
„Sweet Pea" I whispered and put his hand in-between mine.
„Please come with me. I know you hate it but I think we need to talk" I smiled softly at him and let my eyes down after a few minutes.
Then there was silence...
„We propably should go somewhere were we can get try again. I mean since Toni, Cheryl and Fangs left my home and there is no one waiting for us at my place..." I stopped and took a deep breath „ ... why don't you come with me to Pop's? So we can talk and maybe calm down by some food and milkshakes" I offered him.
A soft and weak smile appeared on his face before we started walking to Pop's.

„So you kicked them out because you wanted to go and look for me?" Sweet Pea laughed before he took an other sip of the milkshake.
„They left by their own because the didn't want to wait for us when I was about to leave. And they took the pizzas with them" I laughed.

I've never seen him happy like this even if we both looked like kind of a mass because of the rain but it was still a great time.
I really enjoyed it to sit and eat with him whilst getting clean with every thought we were hiding for like forever...

„Do you think I am paranoid? I feel like someone is watching us for a long time now" I asked out of nothing and looked around.
A smirk appeared on his face before he opened his mouth to answer me.
„No. You are propably just scared because of what happened to you or more because of what the ghoulies had done to you" he smiled and put his hand onto mine.

I believed him even though he was still hiding a part of the truth from me...

„(y/n) do you know what?" he asked and looked up to me.
„No. Tell me what Sweet Pea" I laughed.
„There is something I wanted to tell you way earlier but since you got stabbed I think I really need to tell you this. This is killing me inside when I keep it to myself any longer" he said and titled my chin.

„I love you (y/n) and I want you to be mine. I don't want to lose you again" he said before he placed his lips onto mine again.