song: the neighbourhood - sweater weather
you left out a puff of cigarette smoke.it looked ethereal in the moon's beams of light.you let out another one before dropping the cancer stick and crushing it with your foot.you kept walking into the night,lost and alone.but not afraid.you kept walking until you got to your apartment.you went through your pockets and found your apartment key.you placed inside the doorknob and turned it into the right.you entered and closed and locked it.you went into your bedroom and closed the door.as you walked to your bed,you took off your shoes and your jacket.you laid down on the bed.you felt something wet on your cheek.you carefully touched it and it was a tear.you groaned in frustration. "fuck," you muttered. "not again." you turned into your side.you grab your phone and check your notifications. "nothing." you thought.you missed him.his departure left a mark on you that would probably never heal;a hex you'd suffer under until you took in your last breathe of air.
you hugged him. "connor,where are you going?"you said.connor remained silent. "connor?" you said softly. "i-i need to go to hank's,something's happen to him." he said,panic written his eyes. "i can drive you there if you want." you said.connor hesitated. "o-okay." you turned on the car and got in. "got your gun?" you said. "yeah,i got it." connor looked down at his legs.you were really concerned.connor's never been like this,you thought.you put a hand on his lap and looked at him.he looked at you.he looks like a shy boy asking someone to go to prom with him,you thought. "hey," you said softly. "it's going to be okay." "i'm sure hank will be fine."you said,flashing one of your signature smiles.connor eased a bit. "yeah." he said.he looked at the front window. "(y/-)" you both crashed into a truck.you both were rushed into the hospital.for a couple of days,you woke up.you were still in your hospital room.avin was there sitting down,sleeping.you shook him gently. "gavin." you said softly. "gavin!" he arose in a jolt. "i'm up,i'm up!" he said.he looked at you.he sat down. "what brings you here,gavin?" you said. "it has something to do with that plastic prick." he said. "well,that plastic prick has a name,and his name is connor." you snapped back.gavin was flustered. "w-well,anyways it's about...connor." you felt an unsettling weight sitting in your stomach.gavin went on. "connor is in critical condition." "he lost a lot of that blue blood of his." for once,gavin looked genuinely crestfallen. "i'm sorry." you looked down at your blankets.suddenly the tears fall like raindrops.you tried brushing them off your face,but more tears came out.eventually,you gave up. "where is he?" you asked between sobs. "he's in the room next to yours on the left." gavin said.you yanked out your ivs and walked into connor's room.there he was,there.you wanted to kiss him,hug him.but he was just a delicate as a feather.you sat down next to his bed.you started crying on his chest.suddenly,you felt a hand on your head,brushing your hair.you lifted your head up. "hey,(y/n)." connor said,weakly. "hey,you." you said,weakly smiling. "how are you holding up?" you said.connor took a few shallow breaths before talking. "i'm not in the best condition,but i'll get better." he said,holding your hand.you kissed him gently on his forehead. "alright then,get well soon connor,i love you." you left quietly,careful not to disturb the android.you went back into your room.gavin was nowhere to be seen. "i guess he left." you said.you went into your bed and slept.you dreamed a dream that connor and you never got into that accident and were fine.you woke up the next day to see gavin in your room. "g-gavin?" you said,sleeply. "what are you doing here?" you gazed at gavin.he looked so lost and afraid. "gavin?" "what's wrong?" "connor passed away overnight." he blurted out.you froze.you felt like your heart stopped beating for a minute.the tears were coming out,just like your wailing.this was too hard for you to be silent about. "where is he?" you said. "where is he?!?" you said,more angrier."i don't know!" gavin said.you covered yourself with your blankets.gavin took this as a time to leave.you heard shuffling and a door open and close.you fell asleep from the crying and pain.
you woke up.you panicked,looking around.connor was still there.you start crying.connor suddenly woke up and embraced you in a hug. "what's wrong,(y/n)?" connor said. "i," you said through sniffles, "i had a bad dream that i lost you." you said,tightening your embrace on the concerned android. "i don't plan on dying anytime soon,(y/n)." he said assuringly.you sniffed and smile at him. "you better not,connor." you lightly punched his arm.you both laughed.you kissed him on the lips. "i love you."you said,resting your head on his shoulder."i love you too."connor said,resting his head on your shoulder. "i love you too."
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