detroit become human // connor + reader oneshots and drabbles

haunted

melanie martinez - haunted

(i know this is an melanie martinez song but this really reminds me of my crush i am so fucking gay for him😔😫🤪🤠👊
❤️🧡💛💚💙💜being panromantic?? omg who is he?? panromantic?? more like gay🤪👊

(very important psa:just to let y'all know i'm neutral about the whole melanie/timothy situation so i better not get shit about "omg ur using a melanie martinez song!!!11!1" "u support a rapist!!1!1!" i'm fucking tired of hearing people fight about this whole ordeal so don't comment such things please and thank you💞)

you downed sleeping pills in hopes you wouldn't be counting sheep.but perhaps some things weren't meant to be.you slowly walked to the bathroom.when you got there,you looked at yourself.your hair,unkempt.your eyes,soulless with bags under your eyes,for these were results of insomnia.you closed your eyes as if something special would happen if you opened them.and you opened your tired eyes.but nothing happened.the only thing that happened was tears left your eyes;a saddened farewell.you tried your best to wipe the tears.but as you did,more tears replaced the ones you wiped away.and eventually,you stopped. "there's no reason." you sniffled. "it's not like i'll see him anymore." you stared into the mirror once more.but as you continued to stare into it more,you continued to cry even more.after your little episode,you washed your face with cold water.you looked so sad,so blank,in contrast to your rather calm,happy personality. you glanced at the mirror one more time and frowned.then you walked back to your room,an uncomfortable and saddening silence filled the apartment as you walked.you flopped onto your bed.you couldn't bring yourself to pull the covers on you.you sighed and stared into the ceiling.you started to cry again. "why do you make it so fucking hard?" you whispered.a tear slipped out of your right eye,a result of your overspilling emotions.
"no matter where i go,everything reminds me of you." you murmured as more tears left your face. "from the way you talk." "to the way you move." "i can't even sleep anymore." you slightly chuckled. "everything has lost its meaning now that you're gone." "i'm haunted by you,connor." you whispered,afraid as if the once alive android would hear. "haunted by the way you left me with the love i could never give you anymore."