Tommy's POV
It's now been 5weeks since ocean was last seen the police are involved in the search for her and we've had endless sleepless nights trying to figure out where she is.
She's all over the news and social media as a missing person
A lot of the public have put their opinions across and told us to give up because 'if we every find her it'll be a dead body'
But we haven't and we don't plan on giving up even if deep down in the back of our heads we have a feeling that what they are saying may be true
Jason has shown no emotion over oceans disappearance but I know him so well and i know that he does really care for her I know that maybe more then he knows it himself.
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After a long day of going over everything talking to the police
Trying our best to work out where she could possibly be we decided to call a gang meeting which means all of us need to be there including Jason
10pm
We all headed to the dining room
"So what the next step in the big search tommy"Micheal asked
"I really don't know" I replied while lowering my head
"This is just one big continuous thing, same thing day in day out, same questions with no answers. We are getting anywhere at all. Ive lost hope guys" Arthur said
"That's not true I know she's out there somewhere" Lauren said
"Yeah and she probably fucking dead and buried, face reality Lauren she's all over the news her face is plastered around the world yet nobody's seen one sight of her in 5weeks nobody's hear from her or anything" Ryan said
"Even if she is dead we deserve to find out where she is and how she died and she deserves a proper burial like anyone one of us in this room would have. " Lauren said with tears slowly rolling down her face
"Guys let's drop this hole thing your not getting anywhere she's not going to be found, if she's alive she clearly doesn't want to be found because she would've told someone she's safe and if she's dead then there's fucking nothing we can do about it. And it's really starting to wind me up now" John said
"Right so your just going to give up on her right? Yano if this was someone else from this room ocean would be out searching and searching for any of us and she wouldn't give up at all especially for you Jason yet you've not even had any kind of input on this while situation. I think you all forget how much she's done for all of us and how much shit she's been through yet she still try's to make everyone happy, and if she ever walks through that door again I'll make sure she knows that you all gave up on her, you all fucking gave up" Lauren snapped before storming out of the room
"Meeting over" Jason announced
Before leaving the room
He looked a little funny so I followed him to his room
"Whats up" i asked
"Nothing" he replied
"Jason I know you, I know when somethings bugging you" I said
"I miss her still Yano" he said
"I know you do" I replied
"I just can't put myself through this, looking for her and stuff. You've seen what it's doing to Lauren and it'll do exactly the same to me if not worse" he said
"I understand jase" I replied
I gave Jason time alone and then headed for bed
I was absolutely shattered and I think everyone else was too
This whole thing was just so exhausting
