(As requested by many, super rushed so it's not good but let me know what you think)
Pt 2
Hurt, you ran from there without finding out what happened, without confronting him, without breaking up with him. A million thoughts ran through your head from of course he did such a thing to everyone leaves you. This wasn't the first time someone cheated on you, he knew you were skeptical about relationships because of it. Your long term boyfriend(now your ex) had cheated on you after being together for 4 years. He had been cheating on for 2 years. Your selfesteen took a hit because of it. You blamed yourself. Maybe something was wrong with you. Maybe you weren't worth it. Maybe you didn't deserve love. You were in a terrible state when Tom found you, he helped you through all of your doubts back then. He promised that he wouldn't hurt you like that, he worked hard to heal you only to break you again. You were set to stay single for a long time when Tom came around yet somehow he broke your walls and convinced you that not every man is like the scum that was your ex. He told you to give it a chance. To let him love you, to let go of all of your safe guards. He told you that all the things you thought about yourself wasn't true, that you were worth it, that you were beautiful, that you deserved to love and be loved. How could he do this to you? Why did he break all your walls? Why didn't he just let you go? Tears streaming down your face, you run to a park. You sit down under a huge tree, trying to stop crying and trying to calm yourself down. You hoped that the kids playing around you would help you feel better but seeing their smiles made you feel worse.