Bad Boy ~ Lin Yanjun

Cheating?

After about 30 minutes of waiting I decided to head on my own since I was starving. What is he doing right now that it takes so long to answer, I am not going to wait for that. I headed inside one of the food places and ordered my favorite thing on the menu. I sat down on my table and waited for my food to be brought to my table. Suddenly I saw the door open and I saw Yanjun walk in together with.. Hyuna??? I quickly grabbed a menu and hid myself behind it so he wouldn't see me. What is he doing here with her? And why is she holding on to his arm?? They sat down on the other side of the restaurant and waited for their order as well. I had a clear view on them but luckily they didn't notice me.

Did he.. lie to me..? I thought back to Hyuna her words and they slowly started to become reality to me. No I can't take conclusions yet.. maybe it is just a friendly meeting or something..

I saw him grab his phone and soon after I received a text message from him. "Sorry for the late reply I was doing my homework, I can't meet up right now I still have a project to finish" it said. I blankly stared at my phone as I didn't know what to think anymore. A tear started to roll down my cheek as I looked at the two of them talk to each other. I've had enough.. I put the menu down and got up, I took my drink in one hand and walked over to the table. Yanjun his eyes widened as he saw me. "M-Melisa..?" is all that came out of his mouth before I poured my glass of cola over him. "Forget it" I said before I headed out.

I walked through the street as I had no idea where I was even walking to. I felt so done with everything. He lied to me, he just straight up lied to me. Tears were rolling down my cheeks as I made it to the entrance of the campus. I walked out to escape this place for a bit and headed to the park nearby and placed myself on one of the benches. The sky was already turning orange as it was starting to get dark soon as I sat here crying my eyes out. I don't want to go back anymore.. I've had enough. I felt my phone vibrate as I saw that I had 3 missed calls from Yanjun. He must be crazy to think that I would pick up.

I said on that same bench for about another 2 hours continuously receiving calls from Yanjun. It had already gotten dark outside but I could stay here all night if I have to. I know I would have to face Yanjun if I went back and I didn't want that. I don't need to see him right now, I don't know if I ever want to again. I got another call this time from Eric, why is he calling me. I cleared my throat before I picked up the call. "Melisa?? Where are you??" he said as he sounded really worried. "Doesn't matter right now, why are you calling?" I asked

"Yanjun came to me, he is crazy worried about you what happened?" he asked. I felt tears pop up again as I tried to hold them back. "I-Is he there right now?" I said as tears started to fall down again. "No he's out looking for you, are you crying? Tell me where you are I will come to you" Eric said. "I think I just need to be alone right now.. I will be okay I promise" I said before I hung up. I felt my hands share as my vision was blurry from the tears, I slowly lifted my arm to wipe the tears away as I suddenly heard someone call out my name. I looked to my left and saw Yanjun standing there catching his breath. I got up and wanted to walk away but he ran after me and grabbed me by my arm. "Melisa, please listen" he said.

"Listen to what? Another one of your lies?" I pulled my arm back and wanted to walk away but he jumped in front of me. "I didn't want to lie to you Melisa, I had to do this.. our parents are business partners and she said that we had to discuss about something to our parents related. I had to say yes since it could have been important" he said.

"You should have told me.." I said as another tear rolled down my cheek. "I know.. but you seemed so upset the last time you saw her I didn't want to do that to you again.. but it was stupid and I should have just told you.. I'm sorry, I really am Melisa" he said as I saw tears appear in his eyes. "How do I know if you are speaking the truth now"

He took my hand and put it on his chest. "Do you feel that? That is my heartbeat, can you feel how fast it is beating right now? It only beats like this when I am with you. No other girl can beat that.. no other girl can beat my feelings for you" Yanjun said as a tear rolled down his cheek. "I didn't want to make you cry Melisa.. I love you.."

The tears started to roll down my cheeks as I was staring into his eyes. He put his hands on my cheeks and wiped the tears away. "I love you Melisa.. only you" he quietly said as he pulled me to his chest and held me in his arms. "I promise I won't ever lie to you again.." he whispered in my ear.

We stayed in the park for another hour talking things over and I seemed to have slightly forgiven him. His words felt sincere and when I looked into his eyes I could see that he was hurting as well. I know he loves me.. and I love him.. I don't want one lie to ruin that.. I don't want to lose him.

"Let's head back to the campus" Yanjun said. I nodded as we walked back together hand in hand.