I knew I would never be the same...I was the reason our baby is dead, I was under to much stress.
I didn't know a lot of things, I didn't know if Ansel and I was going to get back together. I didn't know if I ever wanted kids again, I don't know anything.
We got the girls about two days ago and they didn't know anything, they were just happy to have both mommy and daddy back, and I agree...it wasn't fair to them.
Ansel has been extra sweet, I know he was also sad at the loss, but he was still going to have a new baby, what about me? I just felt so worthless.
He came in. "The girls are asleep.." He laid down with me.
"We can always try again.."
"We're not even together..."
"But I miss you...so much. Please, we can make another baby."
"I'm not ready..."
"Can we at least get back together?" He started kissing down my neck, moving me closer...and I didn't stop him, I also didn't stop him when he ran his hands under my shirt.
I moaned as he sucked my breasts dry. He took off our clothes and pushed himself in me. I moaned louder as we had sex.
Later that night we cuddled. does this mean we're back together? I don't know...I just needed to be comforted.
"I love you."
"I love you."
" I love you." He said into my hair.
"Why did you get so jealous?" He froze.
"Because you're my world and I didn't want to lose you.."
I kissed his cheek as his eyes closed.
"I love you too." I whispered. I didn't see him smile.
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Fanfiction"I fell in love the way you fall asleep, slowly then all at once." Now, that is a quote from a character I play, Hazel Grace Lancaster, but little did I know it was true, I fell in love with Ansel Elgort.
