Me after writing this chapter...
Zay'dira
I've been feeling this pang of guilt every time I think of what happened a week ago with Clarence. I know i shouldn't but I can't help it. Maybe I've shouldn't of brought August there with me, or we shouldn't of came at all. I should've known he would've been there, so I'm really the reason behind the whole situation. And the hurt he had when he felt everyone was trying to "gang up" on him and having August there, I felt bad. He shouldn't of felt that way especially with his family.
"You okay," August asked entering my office.
I've been trying to get more things in my hair shop, an extension of different raw hair. I think Malaysian would be good but thinness. Peruvian was looking good to me as of right now. I heard August clear his throat catching my attention. I sighed, "I'm so sorry."
He watched my movements intently as he tried to read me, something he was good at doing, "August stop."
He sucked his teeth, "Man tell me wassup witchu."
"Nothing."
He tilted his head leaning on the door frame with folded arms,"Nah, Seriously."
"Just been feeling guilty,"I said looking down knowing he was going to lecture me. I told him before about this and he told me there was no need for me to feel the way I do, but I still do.
"Still?" I nodded and he motioned me to come closer and I did. Surprisingly he didn't give me a lecture just a hug, "It's okay lil baby. I understand ya just 'a big hearted person an' 'dats okay."
I smiled looking up at him, "Aw bugga boo, you care about me foreal."
"Here you go with 'dis shits," He shook his head licking his lips, making me tuck my lip in. He was just so fine. I shook my head before smirking, "You are something else."
"How," He noticed my mood change and close the door with me locking it, "You tryna freak me?"
I laughed but said nothing sitting on top of my desk having him raise a brow,"Aw lil baby it's like that na?"
"Come here."
He looked around and shook the door knob making sure it's locked. He quickly came towards me, "Ain't gotta tell me twice," not even wasting a second to kiss me...passionately at that.
My arms snaked around his neck as his hands rested on my thighs prying them open so he can get closer. The more we kissed the more I felt myself grow hot from our sexual tension. His hands traveled to my ass and used it to slide me up closer to him to feel his erection. She was loving this...Shit I was loving this feeling. Catching me off guard his tongue slid across my neck earning a moan before he sucked on it. Now, I wanted him more than ever at this point.
I️ took my hands from around his neck to his belt buckle. He stopped moving to look at me making sure this is what i wanted. I just bit my lip as I went for his pants button but he stopped me.