Renee
You said your exes did you dirty, I ain't none of them
Had a few relationships that you didn't have the time to mend
The last person you was talking to said they just want to be friends
Now you saying fuck this love shit cause you scared to love again
I bobbed my head to the music as I swept the floor, "Asked me why I don't trust niggas, because they all full of shit!!"
I'm trynna make you mine, but you keep on playing
Trynna make you mine, but you keep on playing
You know that I'm not fine when you're away and
You say you need time, what are you saying?
Sydney Renae has a way of making me feel like her songs are meant for me in a way. When I first listened to her it was her song How You Gonna , a remix off of Tyrese's. I was going through a break up at the time and it was toxic on both ends. He used to lie about stupid things, resulting in me nagging. He would always leave and blame me for him cheating, because I always nagged. So, I would go and talk to dudes out of spite. I never actually opened my legs for any of them, but a dude will always think there's more to those type of stories; just their guilty consciences.
I rolled my eyes at the memories, sweeping up the trash emptying it into the trash can. The song switched over to Rihanna Needed Me, " Aw shi—Mustard on the beat ho!"
I was good on my own, that's the way it was
That's the way it was
You was good on the low for a faded fuck
On some faded love
Shit, what the fuck you complaining for?
Feeling jaded huh?
Used to trip off that shit I was kickin' to you
"Had some fun on the run though I give it to you," I rapped using my broom as a mic. I dropped it low a bit, " BUT BABYYY!"
"Don't get it twisted," I slow wine, "Ya was just anotha' nigga on da hit list."
Tryna fix your inner issues with a bad bitch
Didn't they tell you that I was a savage
Fuck your white horse and a carriage
Bet you never could imagine
Never told you you could have it
"Youuu-ahh," I seen a male figure making me jump, almost out my own damn skin.
"Girl what the hell you doing with my baby," A deep baritone voice called out. I used my broom as some sort of weapon.
"Now how that's going to protect you," He laughed but was serious. I squinted my eyes to see Mike. I smacked my teeth throwing the broom down.
I went to pause my music, "Can you like, knock next time?"
He raised an eyebrow,"It's not like you have company or anything." He picked up the broom with one hand as the other stayed behind his back.
I scoffed, "Yeah okay, keep coming in unannounced." I found myself starting the water for my dishes.
"Whatever," He waved me off, but still made his way towards me. His warm presence was felt behind me, engulfing me in his strong cologne that smelled heavenly. Scrubbing the dishes clean , I said nothing.
"You ready for our gender reveal tomorrow?" I noticed the flowers in his hand, my eyebrow immediately raised when taking them.
