Arranged marriage

Regret

 
        Warning! Period talk! Period jokes, and blood with violence! Just warning ya now!

    

      My head is pounding like a fist against my skull as I try to get up. This headache isn't normal...was I drugged? As if a bolder hit me everything that had happened last night came back to my mind at once.

     "Finally awake? God, you sleep till fucking noon." I hear a deep voice huff from the corner of the room.

      "Ace...what the fuck do you want from me." I snap at him and he chuckles.

      "You know exactly what I want, Sila...or did that pretty boy brain wash you? Either way your still with me, right?"

       "Ace...please leave me alone...please..." He got up and slowly started to walk towards me.

      "Sorry but I can't do that just yet, Love. I'm sure that you remember what I'm capable of." He pulls out a switch blade from his pocket and points it at me. I bury my face in my knees and cover my ears. "Calm down, your a good girl right now...just don't do dumb shit...and you'll be good." My legs and hands are trembling in fear, I've never felt more terrified in my life. Blood...that's all that I can taste, feel, smell, and see. There isn't any around...yet but I know there is not even a glimpse of hope for me. Ace is clever, insane, manipulative and evil, he is worse then the devil.

      "I'm going out to the store, do you want anything?" He grins and my head lights up. I've got you in my hands motherfucker.

    "Pads, tampons, Advil, chocolate, anxiety pills, makeup, clothes...shall I continue?" I turn my head to see a confused look on his face.

     "Pads? Tampons?" He repeats.

     "I'm on my period...I need a pad and tampon, unless you want this place to look like a butcher house." I hiss and he looks disgusted.

      "What the fuck do you mean?"

      "Do you have no clue what a girl's period is?" Wow...maybe he isn't that smart after all.

      "..."

      "I'm bleeding from my lady part! My craps feel like a python is squeezing my uterus and the flow is heavy! Got it now, Einstein?" He actually looked scared.

      "Are you dying? Why are you bleeding?" Oh, for fucks sake this boy is like teaching an 80-year-old man how to send streaks to people! Like, come the fuck on!

       "My uterus walls are shedding blood causing me to bleed out my lady parts! If I were you I'd get the pads and tampons before I start to leak." He ran out the room and seconds later I heard him take off in his car. I've never been so grateful for my period before! I need to get out of here! I frantically look around the room and find nothing! I start to panic and my headache gets worse. God, I just wanna cut my head off...this is useless...I'm gonna die in the hands of this maniac. I start to ball my eyes out crawling into a ball again. I just want Jay with me...he would hug me and make me feel safe again...this isn't what I wanted...I just want to hug him one last time before I die...just once...please. I look down at my ring and realize that Ace will most likely take that away from me too. I take my ring off and put it in my hair. Trust me..it'll stay and he won't be able to see...I have thick curly hair that I put in a bun. Half an hour later I heard Ace come back and opened door to the room. I had been sobbing and crying since he left.

     "Why so sad?" He smirked and put the bag on the wooden table locking the door behind him again. He kneeled down to my level and brushed his finger against my wet skin. He tightly grabbed my jaw and made me face him. "You thinking about that pretty boy?! What do you see in him? Are you that fucking delusional to think he would actually love you? Your not pretty enough for his cocky eyes. All he cares about is your body, do you think he actually could have feeling for you?" I moan in pain as his grip gets tighter.

    "Your...hurting m-me!" I try to slip away from his strong grip but fail miserably.

      "The only person that is capable of loving you is me. I'm sure he wouldn't like you if he found out how much a fat bitch you were?" His eyes changed shades from brown to black. "Your not pretty to anyone but me...your not perfect...you have more flaws than I can count, Sila. Your so insecure that all you see when you look in the mirror is your flaws." His lips curled into a smile as he reads me like a kindergarten book. "Your depression and anxiety eats you up like steak, and you can't do shit about it! You put up walls that are so thick that you don't even remember the sunlight anymore."

      "I...I..."

      "You what? Your hopeless, sad, and insecure, face it. You have no hope. Why would you keep trying when all you do is fail? I got what you wanted...I didn't know your size or what ever, but you have to deal with it for now." He scruffs and leaves locking the door again. Fuck you Ace...go suck a dick!

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      I screech in pain as I feel the cold blade slide down my back. It stops and I flash my eyes open to look back at the dark eyes  starting at me in hatred.

       "You slept to late." He hisses and throws the knife on the ground. My blood stained on the medal and I feel my warm blood slip down my back as I groan in agonizing pain. "Oh, shut the hell up...I've done worse to you."

      "I...need...s-something..."

       "What is it now?"

      "New pants...I leaked..." I could barely get out through the pain.

      "You and your fucking period...what size do you wear?" He rolls his eyes and picks up the bloody knife.

      "S-Size...6...I...think?" He storms out the room and locks the door behind as if it's a routine. I look around the room and notice there isn't any windows and the door is medal and heavy with a huge lock on it. He's right...I have no hope except all the memories...not three day ago I was with Jay and now I'm stuck in hell with satan himself. I miss Tejah, I miss my family...I miss Jay...I want nothing more than to be with Jay. Who am I kidding I love Jay, I'm madly in love with him...and it took a knife gliding across my skin to realize that? I'm so stupid...I'll never be able to see him again...ever...     

      "Who the fuck are you?!" I jolt up as soon as I start to hear yelling. I get up and my head starts to spin like a carnival ride. I look back on the bed and it's drenched in my blood, I followed the trail of blood and noticed that this wasn't a small slice...it was a huge cut that had caused me to loose an insane amount of blood. I collapse on the ground and my life flashed before my eyes.

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     Jay's POV

       That mother fucker is dead! I kick the front door down and face the same motherfucker that Tejah had showed me.

     "Who the fuck are you?!" He shouts and pulls out a stained knife. I quickly grab it and throw it in the garden, Tejah burst through the entrance in flames.

     "I am going to kill your sorry ass!" Tejah jumps on his back and punched him to the ground. Are both these girl fucking she-hulk or some shit? I grab him and punch in the gut causing him to fly across the room. I get on him and repeatedly punch him over and over drowning everything out.

     "Jay! Jay! Jay, you fucking dumbass get over here!" Tejah shouts snapping me back to reality. I turn my head and see Tejah in tears I look down at her hands and feet and they're drenched with blood. I feel dread hit me like a damn truck and when I look back at Ace he was knocked out cold. I run over to the medal door and fall to my knees. I picked up her head and tears streamed down my face. "S-she's n-not b-breathing..." Tejah looks miserable.

     "Call someone!" I shout at her and hug Sila in my arms not minding the blood. She calls 911 and starts to violently sob. You can't leave me, Sila. I didn't get to tell you what I needed too...Please I'm begging you...just wake up...just once more I want to see you smile...just once and the world would be mine...