Missing

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For some odd reason, I couldn't stop but replaying that night over and over in my head. I sat up in bed staring straight ahead hugging myself. Jay opened the door and I turned my head towards him.

"Babe, are you okay?" Jay asked analyzing my facial expression.

"Remember when you told me that I could tell you anything without you judging me?" I looked back to the floor.

"Yes?" He said slowly closing the door behind him and sating next to me.

"That night that Ace was caught...He gave me five cuts." I took a deep breath before I lifted my shirt to show my left hip. The white scar that was left behind from Ace. I looked at Jay in his sparkling green eyes.

"How did I not see that before?" He mumbled under his breath. He gently traced along the scar and I rubbed my eyes.

"I lied when I said I like my lips, eyes, and hair..." I pulled back down my shirt and hugged my knees. "I did for a while...but after that night I couldn't love anything about myself anymore...my hair was pulled, he kissed my lips, he wiped the tears from my eyes...he loved me, if thats what I can call it. I guess I couldn't take the pain from all of that." A single tear slowly fell from my cheek.

"Why didn't you tell me before?" He asked biting his lip. I shrugged and shook my head.

"For some reason, I can't get that night off of my head...maybe it's the fact that he's gone for sure now, but...I just...don't know." I sighed and took a deep breath.

"Well, he won't be hurting you ever again...trust me." He gave me a small smile and stroked my cheek. "But, I kissed your lips, wiped tears from your eyes and I combed your hair." He cupped my face in his hands while his eyes sparkled in the morning sun. "I'm the one that loves you now."

"Yeah..." I wrapped my arms around his neck and buried my face in his chest shutting my eyes. "I love you too." He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me closer to him.

"That's the first time you said that to me other than the hospital." He laughed cheerfully.

"Don't get too cocky now, Parker." I laughed and he kissed my cheek. We both jumped five feet in the air when his phone rang.

"Just one day were Voldemort doesn't fuck my ears." Jay annoyingly groaned and then answered. I walked to the bathroom and washed my face then put my makeup on.

I poked my head out of the bathroom and saw that Jay was laying on the bed on his back closing his eyes. I smirked and jumped right next to him making him fall on the ground face first just like our first morning together.

"Why is it always me that has to be on the ground?" He cried not even trying to get back up.

I walked over to his side and pulled him back up on the bed. "The first time you woke up with us being married I scared you so you landed on the floor." I laughed not being able to hold it back.

"Yeah, then I picked you up and took you downstairs." He grinned and nodded. Then all at once he grabbed me tossing me over his shoulder laughing.

"JAY PARKER PUT ME DOWN!" I frustratedly yelled but he ignored me and walked downstairs. "Fine. I give up." I groaned and let go of any hope that he'll put me down. "You unearthly attractive stubborn, dumbass."

He started to laugh even laugher and harder. I squirmed around and finally slipped from his grip. He grabbed my hand but was a second too late causing both us to tumble down the last four steps onto the ground.

"Ow..." We both mumbled and locked eyes. A huge grin spread across Jay's face while he looked into my soul. He licked his lip and pushed my hair out my face.

"You have really pretty eyes." He smiled causing me to smile as well.

"You should see yours." I pinched his cheek and got up. "Crap!" I cried holding my side. "Man, that's so gonna bruise."

"Aw, my baby got hurt." Jay laughed and I slapped his shoulder before walking into the kitchen and grabbing a granola bar. He walked in and leaned on the counter in front of me just looking and smirking at me.

"Dude, your actually being insanely creepy at the moment." I laughed and he smiled wider. My phone rang and I picked up with glee.

"SILA!"

"TALY!" I laughed and when I looked at Jay an idea came in my head. "So, you know Jay right?"

"Jae with a E or Jay with a Y?" She confusingly asked.

"Jay with a Y." I smiled and Jay walked in front of me wrapping his arms around my waist.

"Jay park, of course I know who he is, dumbass." She laughed causing me to smirk.

"Your in for a treat." I smirked and Jay gave me a suspicious look. "Can you come over today? Any time is fine."

"Yeah sure, see you soon then." I hung up the phone with a huge smirk painted on my face.

"Am I rubbing off on you too much?" Jay asked getting close to me were I could feel his warm breathe.

"Nope. You just haven't seen my evil side." I winked and pushed him away.


           Tally: So, I won't be able to make it early is it okay if I come over at like eight and stay for an hour or two?

                                       Me: yeps

"Jay!" I exclaimed and froze looking down at the floor.

"Whats up?" He shrugged walking out the kitchen.

"Come with me." I grabbed his arm like a toddler and dragged him upstairs. "Sit!" I pointed to the small chair and he chuckled walking to the chair.

I grabbed a black v-neck short sleeved shirt, dark wash skinny deans and picked up his glasses from the night stand. I handed him the clothes and bit my lip.

He gave me a suspicious look and grinned standing up. He put the shirt on and once he grabbed the waist of his shorts I turned red spinning around so fast that I got a whiplash.

"Ugh." I rubbed the back of my neck and Jay hysterically laughed at my embarrassment. "Laugh all you want...I hate you so much!"

"Aw, babe." I felt a gentle hand on my waist and arm. He rested his head on my shoulder and pressed me against his body. "I love how you hate me."

"I have one request." I turned around and stared at his amazing smile. I couldn't help but put my index finger on his soft lips. "Man, you look insanely good with glasses."

"Wanna try them on?" He smiled and I shook my head yes. He gracefully took his glasses off and placed them on my head.

"Wow...your vision isn't that bad..well, except for the fact if I wore these and took two steps I'd be on the floor. But other than that it's not that bad." I laughed looking around the room.

He caught my head and turned me to face him using his index finger.

"Shit man...your so damn hot with my glasses." He bit his lip smirking.

"How about this? I get some fake glasses and we can match." A huge grin spread across his face and he gently placed his lips on mine slowly pulling me back against him.

I felt my heart race and my brain shut down. My body was in control now, not my brain. Any worry any concerns I had just left my body replaced with a warm and happy feeling. My heart raced like I was nervous but my nerves tingled like I was on a rollercoaster.

"Your the only thing that keeps me from leaving..." He held my face in his hands pressing his forehead on mine. I felt my eyes water and so I sealed them shut. "Your the missing puzzle piece...now I'm complete."

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