× FLIRTY || Jaemin ×

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!!TRIGGER WARNING SELF-HARM!!

(Y/N) P.O.V

I walked alone home and couldn't forget about the boys.

They introduced me to their world and I somehow liked it. Taehee was happy and couldn't believe that she could talk to Jaemin. She thanked me a thousand times.

I didn't do a thing.

They came to me, not the other way around.

They gave me their numbers and promptly I got a message.

Jaemin: Do you have time? I'm bored :))))

Me: If you want to. You can come in an hour. Here my address XXX

I didn't wait for his reply and threw my phone on the couch. I walked into the kitchen and looked for some food.

I saw that my Mum bought me some packages instant noodles and kimchi. When was she here? Or did she bring it with her when I moved into this flat?

Thinking of my mum I called her.

"(Y/N)? What a nice surprise that you're calling. Do you miss us already?" She giggled.

"Haha no, I just wanted to ask how it is without me and if you brought me the instant noodles."

"Yes, of course. Who else? I said it yesterday to you, but you were focused on your studies. When do you come to visit us?"

"Mum, I'm living here for a day and you already want me to visit you? Maybe in two or three weeks, when I know my exam dates."

"How is school? Do you already have friends?"

"Yes! I met a girl named Taehee and she's like my sister. We have so many things in common." I giggled.

"That's nice honey. I hope you will find more. You're such a nice girl."

"Thank you mum. But I need to end the call. In 45 minutes another friend is coming over and I need to clean a bit and eat."

"Another friend? A he or a she?"

"Mum, actually it's a boy. His name is Jaemin and he's pretty nice. And now I need to go. Byeee." I ended the call without letting her talk.

I ate some instant noodles and cleaned up my flat. It wasn't that dirty since I only moved in yesterday. I saw that I had left 15 minutes and hopped under the shower.

The cold water calmed me down and I thought about my life.

I saw the shaver lying on his place and hesitated for a bit.

I remembered a scene from my past and started to tear up. I grabbed the shaver and trembled.

"I'm so sorry (Y/N), but I don't think that I love you anymore." Lucas said in a quiet voice.

In this second my whole world fell apart. I started to cry uncontrollably and asked him why of all sudden.

"I just noticed that I see you as my best friend not as my lover. You're such a great girl; you should find your true love." He patted my head.

I hugged him and cried even harder.

Later that day I stood under the shower and cried again.

I saw the shaver and made a terrible decision. I started to cut my wrists. The white bottom of my shower got red and I didn't even feel the pain.

I just cried and cried.

After ten minutes I stepped out of the shower and realized what I did. I put plasters on the cuts and wore a long sleeved hoodie.

I shivered and put the shaver away. I looked at the clock and saw that Jaemin should be here in five minutes! I got out of the shower and dried myself.

I wore short sweatpants with a white t-shirt. A few seconds after dressing my doorbell rang.

I opened the door and a very handsome Jaemin stood in front of it. I invited him in and we sat down on my couch.

"So you're living alone here?" He asked.

"Yes, I'm nearly 18 and I asked my parents. They weren't happy about it, but agreed in the end with it."

"Why though? Seoul is such a big city and everything can happen to such a beautiful lady like you." I ignored his flirt attempt.

"A long story, but I just needed a change." I said in a low voice.

After that we talked about our favourite series and food. Surprisingly he wasn't arrogant and only showed me a cute and lovely side.

We totally forgot the time and at 10pm his mother called him.

"I totally forgot the time mum! I'm sorry; I'm on my way home now." He quitted the call.

"I'm sorry, but I think I need to go now. Good night (Y/N)." Surprisingly he hugged me and rushed out of my flat.

Is he really that nice?

Jaemin P.O.V

I rushed home after I visited (Y/N). I thought that I would find out something, but I didn't. I only noticed how cute and beautiful she was.

Smiling I opened the door and saw my mother standing there.

"Where were you?" She asked with a stern voice.

"I was at my friends place. (Y/N), she's new at our school and I wanted to know her better."

She nodded at me and wished me a good night.

I left towards my room and got ready for bed. I decided to write the boys about my day.

Me:
Guys, I visited (Y/N)'s place! It's pretty nice and she lives alone!

Jeno:
Boy what's wrong with you?

Renjun:
Yeah, Jeno is right. Since when do you visit girls?

Me:
I'm just interested in her

Renjun:
Are you serious or planning something? Hahaha

Haechan:
Who are you and what did you to our precious Jaemin?!

Me:
Chill guys. I don't know why, but I like her somehow.

Jeno:
You're never interested in anyone

Renjun:
Don't hurt her. She's new and innocent

Haechan:
^^ These boys are right

Me:
I really don't plan something. Good night

I muted my phone and thought about the words of the boys.

Why are they thinking that I'm not serious with her?