× FLIRTY || Jaemin ×

18

(Y/N) P.O.V

I got waken up by a loud knocking on the door. I rolled myself to the other side and tried to hide my head under a pillow. I smelt his scent and relaxed again. The knocking would stop sooner or later.

Jaemin wrapped his arm around me and cuddled me.

His body was warm and comfortable.

"Jaemin, come on, wake up. We have breakfast down and we don't want it to get wasted because of you and your lazy ass." Doyoung said.

"Yeah, I will come down soon, chill." Jaemin answered grumbly.

His hug got tighter and he nearly squeezed my breath out of me.

"Jaemin, I still need air to breath." I said.

He loosened the hug, but still held me between his arms.

"What are we doing later? We can't hide here or?" I asked him quietly.

He didn't say a word and just breathed. What was he thinking?

"We need to move in the next 24 hours, but I don't know where we will be going. Probably out of the city and then we will see. Maybe she will forget about you." He answered.

"But what's with school? My parents? They will be concerned about me!" I suddenly remembered.

"Don't worry too much. We will find a way to contact them. It's just too dangerous to call them. Maybe they are being observed." His voice was emotionless.

I thought about my parents and was concerned about them. I hope she won't do something to them. They did nothing wrong.

"I think we should get up. I don't want to get killed by that angry bunny." He said smiling.

I laughed and hit his chest.

What an idiot.

I changed my clothes while he was in the bath and looked at myself in the mirror. I had dark eye bags and my skin wasn't really clean. I looked tired and my hair was in a messy bun.

In summon I looked ugly.

"Why am I so ugly?" I mumbled.

Looking down on my arm I stroked over my scars. They weren't that sensible, but I still could feel some sting touching it. My old scars were shimmering silver in the light and reminded me of my old pain.

I think it's time to forget the past and live the present.

Being in thoughts I didn't notice that Jaemin was standing behind me. He hugged me from behind and he laid his head on my shoulder.

"You're not ugly. You're beautiful." He simply said.

Jaemin looked at the mirror and I locked my gaze with his in it. His dark eyes were glistening and I think I never saw something more fascinating.

His face was a bit swollen and his eye bags were darker than mine. He looked exhausted and I felt somehow bad.

"Thank you."

I nestled myself more in the hug and smelt his scent.

"I'm sorry that you have so much stress because of me. Without me you could live your life with your friends and your family. Everything would be so much easier without me." I sighed and closed my eyes.

I tried not to cry and breathed in. His grip got tighter.

"You're worth it (Y/N). I'm not regretting helping you. Please, don't feel bad about the situation. You did nothing wrong." He softly said.