× FLIRTY || Jaemin ×

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!!TRIGGER WARNING SELF-HARM related!!

(Y/N) P.O.V

I woke up perfect on time. I hopped into the shower and used my favourite smell vanilla. I dressed up in a black skirt and white t-shirt. Eating an omelette as a breakfast I walked to the school.

In front of it I saw Taehee standing with her friends. She waved at me and I moved to them.

"Hey (Y/N), how was your first day here?" A girl with short blonde hair asked.

"I really liked it. The people are nice here." I smiled at her.

"You're totally right. I saw that you sat with the Dreamies at a table yesterday." Her voice was fake.

I backed a bit off and thought that I shouldn't mess with her. But why not? It's not like that she's the queen of the school.

"Dreamies? You mean Jaemin and his friends?" I asked.

She nodded and her blonde hair moved with her. Her gaze was somehow bitter. Why do I have the feeling that she tried to befriend with them but they rejected her?

"It was pretty nice. Taehee was with me and we really liked it." I smirked.

Blondie wheezed and folded her arms. She looked one last time at me, then turned around and walked away with a few friends.

Taehee stood beside me and couldn't stop laughing.

"Why are you laughing Taehee?" I also laughed.

"Mona is extremely in love with Jeno and she was pretty jealous. She interrogated me and you saved me. Her facial expression was so funny. Normal nobody dares to answer her like that." Taehee held up her hand and we high-fived.

"Yes, you're right. But why should I be afraid of her?"

"Who should you be afraid for?" A voice said.

I looked to the side and saw Jaemin standing there with his friends. He had a raised eyebrow. Wearing black ripped jeans with a pinkish t-shirt, he looked stunningly.

I looked at the other boys and they were also looking like Greek gods. What did they do in their last life to be this beautiful?

"We were talking about Mona. She tried to be mean, but failed miserably. She asked us about our lunch with you guys." Taehee said.

"Mona? Gosh, this girl is such a pain in the ass. She's drooling all the time over Jeno and is bombarding him with messages." Haechan said.

Jeno nodded. I shrugged my shoulder and walked inside. And probably for their first time the boys were on time in class.

Paying attention the class I didn't notice Jaemin trying to get it. Only when Taehee told me that he was talking to me I noticed him.

"What do you want Jaemin?" I rolled my eyes.

"Do you think we can come over to your place after school?" He asked.

Is he serious? Can't he ask me during lunch?

"Yes, but please shut up now. I want to know what the teacher is saying." I turned around and didn't hear the answer of him.

Why I am so strict about talking in the class?

"Princess, talk to me, class is so boring." Lucas asked with puppy eyes.

"But it's important to listen to class babe." I answered.

"Your boyfriend doesn't care about class. I only care about you." He said.

His black bangs fell into his eyes, they need to be cut. I blushed at his words and took his hand.

"What do you want to do after school? We could go eating ice cream." I suggested.

"(Y/N) and Lucas! No couple interactions in my class!" The teacher yelled.

A tear escaped my eyes and I sniffled. Pull yourself together (Y/N)! You're over him!

"Is everything okay?" Taehee asked.

"Yeah, I just got something in my eye." I rubbed my eye.

During lunch we sat again with the boys and the theme of the conversation was about our meeting at the afternoon.

"It's so cool to live alone! I wish I could do too. Then I don't need to see Donghae's face all the time." Jeno whined.

"Who's Donghae?" Taehee asked.

"He's my older brother and so annoying." Jeno rolled his eyes.

"Are you kidding me Jeno? He's 14 years older than you and barely in your house! I must live with Chenle and he's so freaking loud!" Renjun said angrily.

I laughed at them and shook my head. These dorks.

"But it can be lonely too. If Jaemin wouldn't have come over yesterday, I would have been pretty lonely. I'm happy that you come over later." I smiled at them.

"Everything for you princess." Jaemin said cheekily.

I froze and looked with a blank gaze at him. Why does he remind so much of Lucas? Quickly I recovered and hoped that nobody saw my reaction.

"Don't call me like that, pink boy." I stuck my tongue out.

We bickered a bit longer, until the school bell rang.

All six of us were walking towards my flat after school. We made us Ramen and watched movies. The evening was funny and I totally relaxed.

I didn't think about my past and focused on the future.

"It's already 9pm! We should go home." Taehee said while yawning.

"You're right. The driver must be waiting outside." Haechan exclaimed.

They stood up and searched for their bags and jackets. They were thanking me for inviting them and then bid goodbye. Lastly Jaemin was still inside.

"Thank you for the nice evening. I think we should do something like that more often. We never had girls inside our group, but I think both of you are perfect for us." He said.

A big smile was on his face and the black hair of his was a bit too long. I nodded at him and bid goodbye, he was about to go out, but he turned around and grabbed my wrist. Feeling pain I twitched. He directly touched one of my old scars.

"What's wrong? Did I hurt you?"

I shook my head and freed my hand. Rubbing over my underarm I looked at him. He raised an eyebrow.

"(Y/N) can you please show me your arm?" He demanded.

Again I shook my head and tried to push him out of my flat.

He grabbed it again and as I tried to free myself his grip got stronger. Feeling pain I released some tears.

"Self-harm is not a solution." He said in a serious tone.

"But it takes the pain away." I answered weakly.

"I will be your painkiller."

He called his parents and asked if he could stay over and actually he could.

This will be a long night.

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