His Girl/ Colby Brock X Reader

25/ One month later

June 10, 2017

The boy's had decided that for their video they would throw a bouncy house in the pool, so along with all the other crazy things that were happening with the other roommate's videos life had been pretty much the same a little hectic but it was fun mostly. I wanted to be there while they threw the bouncy house in the pool but I couldn't make it because I had to go do a shoot and then I had promised Clair I would come to see her in the hospital again. Clair was sick and she knew it, she wasn't going to have much longer and Colby noticed that I would sometimes get really quiet after coming home from seeing her so he always had chocolate and cuddles when I came back. 

I left the house when the boys had finally got it in the pool. I had been watching the whole time laughing at them. Colby blew me a kiss as I walked through the mansion to my car. I got in the car and headed to my shoot. I filmed all day that day so I could post the video tomorrow. (I post on the same day as Sam and Colby). 

The day went by so slowly, with every minute I wasn't "working" I was thinking about Clair. She had really made a big impact on my life and losing her was going to be one of the worst days of my life. 

I finished my shoot around five o'clock, I walked into the makeup tent and sat down to get it taken off and to get changed. I was done and back in my jeans and hoodie just in time to leave to see Clair. I got into my car and turned it on. I put my phone on a phone stand that I brought and I called Colby. 

"Hey, baby," I said when he answered. 

"Hey, you finished looking all model like?" he asked.

"Yeah, can you actually come with me to the hospital?" I asked. 

"Of course babe, come to pick me up baby" his goofiness gone. I drove and went to get him. 

I picked up the love of my life from the mansion and we drove all the way to the hospital. We were told where her room was and we walked up to the elevator. We got into it and hit the fourth-floor button. Colby leaned back against the wall of the elevator. I looked behind me as I stood nervously. "Babe, It's okay" Colby stepped forward and pulled me into his arms. "But you didn't see her on Monday, she..." I looked into his blue eyes as the looked back at me with a sad look. 

"She was so sick and she was pale and fragile and she isn't doing well, her parents have resuscitated her once already, and as mean as it sounds they should let her go," I said tears falling onto Colby's shirt. "Hey, look at me flower," Colby said and I looked up at him. "She wouldn't be here if she had fully given up yet" Colby assured me. I shook my head. "She is too tired and sick to be here, we need to let her go," I said as the elevator stopped and we walked out.

We walked down the hall stopping at her room. There was a small corner by the door as to stop people looking in the room. Colby and I stopped at the corner and he grabbed my hand and he kissed my knuckles. We walked into the room. 

I noticed her parents were crying and I walked over to the bed and knelt at Clair's side. "Y/N" she smiled her voice I croak. "Y/N, I love you, thank you for everything you've ever done for me and I will see you on the other side" she smiled and I held her hand. "Can I have your phone?" she asked. I nodded and handed it to her wiping away my tears. "She opened it and turned on the camera. She pulled me into two photos before switching it to sound record, I already had three from her in there. She looked into my eyes while she spoke. 

"You gave me your hair for my head and wig, thank you. You became my role model and I love you as my older sister and best friend" she teared up like me, this was a six-year-old it isn't fair! "Thank you for being here for me and thank you for all the times you came to see me at my house and thank you for taking photos with me."

She talked for another few minutes before she finally finished with a single heartbreaking sentence. "I'll see you in the better place".  I nodded and wiped more tears away sniffing as she pressed to stop recording. I watched her parents nod to a doctor who came in. He looked at Clair and she just smiled sadly. She was unhooked from everything. She pulled her parents into hugs and kisses. But she reached out to me last, she grabbed my arm and sat up yanking me into a hug. Colby kissed her head. I held her in my arms as she closed her eyes and her grip loosened on my back and her arms fell. 

I stood up and her parents leaped forward and clutched their child. "I'll see you soon Clair," I said and turned. Colby was crying and I nodded bye to her parents and I ran out of the room. and Through the corridors and out the door of the hospital and I kept running until I had got to the car and I fell into it and curled up locking the doors. I screamed and I cried and I yelled and I cried a lot. Clair was gone, and nothing could bring her back. 

I screamed a heartbreaking awful scream and beat my fists against the steering wheel. I heard a tap on the glass and unlocked the door without looking. I was pulled from my car and then pulled into Colby. I tried to fight him and I pounded my fists to his chest but he held me closer. I went limp and let him hold me. He muttered things into my hair that somehow calmed me down. "It's not fair!" I yelled and he kissed me to shut me up. I used his hair to pull him closer and we just stood not kissing but with our lips touching. 

That night we drove to the Hollywood sign and just sat silently cuddling looking out at the city and the stars. Right before we drove back to the mansion I looked up at the moon and whispered... "Goodbye, Clair."