Stay Strong (Demi Lovato fanfic)

Chapter 33

Demi's pov-

When they left, we went to the Tour bus to get on the road again. The bus was really silent without them here. I sighed and walked over to the living area to watch Dani's Favorite movie, 'Meet the Robinsons'.

That night I couldn't sleep. I just thought about the kids and Dani getting there safe, and my mind would drift off to having more kids. I would really want a girl next, but what ever God decides to give us, I will be ok.

Dani's Pov-

The whole time on the plane the boys were asleep. So it was a pretty boring flight. When we got at LAX, Jennel was waiting for us. The boys ran to her and Destiny.

"my boys" Jennel yelled hugging them and standing up from kneeling down to hug me. "Dan, how's it going? How was the Tour so far" She asked grabbing a bag to help, while Destiny was helping with the boys.

"it was really great. Your going to like it When you go" I told her. Jen had gotten tickets to see Demi at Boston from her sister. So she was leaving sometime next week.

Before Jennel dropped us home, she took us to eat at Jack n the box. Destiny took the boys to play in the playground, while I took the time to talk to Jennel.

"have you and Des thought about having kids?" I said shoving three French fries into my mouth. She smiled taking a sip of her drink.

"we been thinking alot" She nodded. "I'm just being chickenshit to say 'Yes! let's go right now'." I laughed and shook my head.

"but why, you have always been great with kids. Shoot, your even great with my kids. They love having you around" She shrugged with a smile.

"I don know. I guess I'm just scared to have my own kids. Anyways, why do you ask" I huffed rubbing my temples.

"Demi wants to have another baby" She laughed at my actions and rolled her eyes.

"you make it sound like it's a bad thing"

"It's not, but I don't know if I want more kids. She seemed so excited cause I told her after tour we can have another. But I just really want to think about it" Jennel nodded understandingly as if she got every word I was saying.

"You could have told her the truth. Like, 'Hey! Demi, can I think about it? Cause I don't know about having another kid?' Never mind it sounds a bit mean" I nodded and giggled.

"I guess I'll just think about it" She patted my back as we watched Destiny and the boys run around the empty playground.

When we got home, I called Demi and spent an hour on the phone, and took the twins into the  bath then bed since it was really late. I was really tired my self. I took a really long hot shower, and threw on a big tee. I laid in bed and started thinking about my decision.

The next morning, the boys woke me up as usual and took me downstairs to make breakfast. We watched a movie while enjoying some eggs and waffles. And randomly talking about school.

"mommy, backpack" Alex yelled shoving his backpack in the seat next to me. I stared at him and then at it while holding Nicki.

"I forgot. Lets go upstairs to get ready" Before we left for the Tour, I picked up the boys from school to find Alex's backpack ripped. I asked what happened, and he said he accidentally ripped it. I don't believe it, But he claims its true.

At the store, Alex looked for a new backpack, while I had Nicki in the shopping cart playing with a toy I was going to give him.

"mommy, I want this one" He said pointing to a transformer black backpack with a lunchbox and a water bottle. I took it down and looked at the price. I was never the type to say it was expensive or anything, but the boys were growing little by little and they needed a lot of stuff.

"are you sure babe. What about this spongebob one." He shook his head pointing his finger to the transformers one. "Fine" I took it down from the rack and threw it into the cart. "you better not rip this one or I'll take away Your toys"

"ok, I promise" I smiled and walked down the food isle to do some food shopping. As I was about done, I heard Alex laugh loudly.

"Alex?" I called when I didn't see him standing near Nicki and I. "wheres Alex?" I asked Nicki. He shrugged pouting his lower lip. "Alex!" I yelled and seen someone coming towards us holding Alex.

"mommy, it's aunt Lil" Alex said. I sighed in relif taking Alex into my arms.

"Don't scare mommy" He nodded kissing my cheek.

"That's cute" I let go of Alex and looked at her. For some reason, I have missed her. She smiled and pulled my arm for a hug.

"mommy out, now" I heard Nicki. I pulled away from Lily and took Nicki out of the cart. He stood next to my leg, as if I was going to leave him right there and then.

"when did you get back?" Lily asked trying to hug Nicky who refuse to get near her.

"uh, yesterday afternoon" I said looking at Nick who wanted me to pick him up. So, I did.

"that's great. I hope to see you next Saturday for the competition" I had totally forget but I did promise.

"sure thing Lil. I'll call you later?" She nodded giving me and the boys a hug. Well only Alex since Nick didn't want her touching him.

On way home was just yelling and crying coming from the boys and I was frustrated. I was getting stress out and just wanted to be alone today. I drove to Demi's sister Dallas house and asked her if she can take them for a while. She gladly said yes.

"Home, home" I mumbled myself as I drove back to the rode home.

Months past and it was finally the day Demi was coming home. My feelings were all over the place and my mind wasn't straight. I had done some things over the months that I myself never believe I would ever do, but I did. I had voices in my head taunting me for what I have done.

"don't tell Demi" Lilly whispered as she gave me a hug. "its our secret" I puffed out my cheeks not wanting to cry. This was the worst feeling ever.

"ok" was all I said before she got into her white mustang and drove away.

My phone rang scaring me. I have a very ugly and filthy conscious at the moment. That everything I do or anything around me makes me think Demi will find out.

"Hello" I whispered walking into my house. Even the echo roaming around was like the voices scaring me.

"Mrs. Lovato, It's 3:30" My eyes widen and I ran to the microwave to see the clock.

"Shit"  mumbled. "sorry, Miss Davidson. I'm on my way" I was late picking up the boys from school.

I Need to get my Shit together and become the world's best liar, or for sure I will lose Demi.

A/N: sorry I'm late But I'm trying to have a life. Anyways, I have big plans for this story. Comment what you think about the chapter.