hindrance || mark lee

04 | reflection

present day

She stared down at the framed photograph in her hands. Every second she looked at it, her hands would shiver and her grip upon the frame would tighten. Her eyes were beginning to water as a sole droplet of tears trickled down her pale face.

the picture was the picture of that day. the day when they were all still happy, when they were all together. donghyuck and mark wrestling on the ground in the centre of the frame with the other 5 boys around the edge of the picture laughing with their phones out as well. those times.

now long gone .

She gently placed the photograph on her bedside desk, as she snuggled closer into the warmth of her blankets. She lay down on her bed, her two hands gripping onto her head, as she sobbed. Her sobs were uncontrollable, yet silent, to the outside world. No one heard her silent sobs, because no one else was there.

mark, renjun, jeno, donghyuck, jaemin, chenle, jisung...

i let go of our love, for his future.
i knew I would end up with the short end of the straw.
i knew I would lose something I cherished, but I did it, because I loved him.
yet I never thought I would lose

all of you.

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