I was sure we wouldn't go until we got there. There have been so many times that I have been shattered for getting my hopes up, so not only was I slightly surprised, I was even quieter than usual. We were early so when he got there, I was already in the middle of a volleyball game with other people. In fact, when he walked up, I was just getting up from an all or nothing dive. I can't help but hope it wasn't weird looking, and maybe a little impressive. Anyway, yes, he saw me in a bathing suit and vice-versa. Now, I was far from being in a bikini, but the fact still remains that I was soaking wet most of the time. I have been calling myself a dolt, though, since I realized that whenever I saw him looking at me, I looked away and almost grimaced because I was trying not to be noticeable and to stop thinking about him. My tactic the whole night was to avoid confrontation, and therefore avoid him.
Pessimistically, he thinks that I don't like him and want nothing to do with him (when I'm only doing everything wrong). Optimistically, he just wants to wait, since we're still young which I completely understand and agree with. Realistically, I have no clue.
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RomanceThis is a series of events in which I tell what I thought and what I thought he thought. This is a really bad explanation, but if you take a look inside, you'll know what I mean.
