I've decided to take a break from the pressure I put on myself when I call him my 'crush.' Now that I'm hanging out with him more (church, youth group, Bible study), I don't want him to be that one person I can't talk to or that I always keep my distance from or the one that I'm weird around. I want to enjoy the moments with my friends with or without him. This does not mean I'm giving up on me and him. I'm just letting myself become his friend before I become too attached to the idea of him. I don't want to get to know him just to find out that it will never work between us if I'm still invested in him.
Pessimistically, this is only going to make things worse or I'm pulling back when I should be going forward. Optimistically, I will save myself from him not being what he seems or simply for the right time. Realistically I have no clue, but God does and He's got my back no matter what.
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