I feel the Lord preparing me. For what I have no clue. I'm not even sure it has anything to do with Superman, but it might. I haven't seen him in over 3 months, but there have been two gatherings that I could have gone to, but had to babysit. Both times I was neither angry or sad or hurt like I have been in the past, and it's not because my feelings have changed. Simply my attitude toward the situation. I have given him and anything that may or may not happen involving my romantic future (and my future in general) to the Lord, and now I feel like I'm just biding my time. Taking things in. Gathering facts and information. Storing up courage and memories. Waiting in preparation for something wonderful, whatever it might be. Another factor is the fact that my parents might be thinking about going to his church instead of our current church.
Pessimistically, I'm hoping for nothing, and nothing is going to come of it. Optimistically, something is about to happen sometime in the near or not so very near future. I'm only sixteen after all. Realistically, I have no clue, but I do know who does and I talk to Him every day.
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