Meaning of life (YoungKakashi x Reader)

My life

ATTENTION : VIOLENT CONTENT AHEAD! ABUSE! RAPE! BLOOD! ALSO CANNIBALISM! SO PLEASE IF YOU HAVE HEALTH ISSUES DO NOT READ THIS CHAPTER! 

Previously:

3th Hokage POV:                                                                                                                                                  "Come in" i say.. the door opens to see Akia.. and some little girl around 6, with (H/CO) (H/CU), with black zipped down hoodie, blue shirt and black ANBU pants.. Standing beside Akia...

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3th Hokage POV:
"Well hello Akia how are you? and who is this little girl beside you?
"I'm good Hokage-sama" "and she is... Well it's better if she introduces herself" he said with bow...
and then I turn to little girl "What's your name and why are you in Konoha?" I asked her with warm smile on my face. But immoderately regret my decision.. She frowned at me, her face pale like hospital wall, and I can tell she had trouble with breathing...
(Y/N) POV:
"Well my name is (Y/N)... but what I'm doing here I don't know myself.. I just woke up in the middle of Heaven... I-I m-mean forest with waterfalls..." Hokage snickered at this...
"Mhm... But where are you before you woke up there?" He asked me..
and at this I frowned, my face paled, air caught in my throat and all of sudden it's hard to breath, tears well up my eye's but I didn't let them fall... "I-I.... can Mr. Akia get out?"

3th Hokage POV:
All of sudden she asked me if Akia cloud get out.. and I motion to him that he is dismissed... He just bowed and disappeared in puff of smoke... I then glace at her to see that she is looking at ANBU member in corner of room.... and asked me if we cloud talk alone.. and I nodded... ANBU leaved us alone
I was surprised that she cloud see him or sense him... Once we were alone she begin to speak...

(Y/N) POV:
When in room were no one besides me and Hokage I began to speak...
"So Hokage-sama as you know I'm (Y/N)... (Y/N) (Y/L).. I'm from (Y/HL)... My homeland has very long history of massacre and war... People of (Y/HL) are some of very strong people in mental and physical way... My home is attacked by the same people five times... and every time it's worse than before... Example my grandmother is burned alive or fifth decades after. 8372 innocent people were killed in just seven days..." He begin gaping like fish out of water "and now again after few decades after war.. But this is worse than every before... My mom, dad, two older sisters and older brother are: raped, abused, and killed on the most monstrous way... They sliced them with knife their meat and after that they EAT them... they EAT their flesh to the bone, they EAT their organs.. and they burned their bones..." he looked like he was going to throw up "AND THAT ALL WAS BEFORE MY BARE EYE'S! But I was helpless.... I was tied to some stone pillar... and couldn't move a finger! Everyone I have EVER known, everyone I respected, everyone I loved and EVERY SINGLE ONE FRIEND is killed this way." Right now I'm sobbing mess.. and Hokage-sama  looked like he is going to begin cry anytime soon..."they even had heart to smash skull of new born baby, and then there is turn on me... Mental torture is over but physical torture... didn't begin yet... My physical torture was.. Well... crazy... Attempt to rape me was eleven times but they succeed just four times... and person who raped me was someone who I highly respect.. and to the this day... You may wonder why I respect someone who raped me..." he nodded his head not being able to speak because of shock  "but truth is that he himself didn't wanted that.. he was just like me prisoner.. he was drugged. Type of drug that affects brain so when it is used, brain begins to produce abnormal amounts of in this case testosterone... Because of this he is like wild animal, his body is in pain and only way to get rid of that is to have... Well you know what. So yeah he couldn't really control himself.. My back,chest, hands an legs are in scars... They didn't allowed me to sleep, food was something I could see just once in seven days, water was something I just could see on picture for seven days... And if I lost consciousness due to exhaustion, they would whip me hundreds of times... Last which I can remember is... That was my sixth day, "last" day of torture I had one day rest.. Because they didn't wanted me to die... They wold have their fun torturing me.. They even played game that they called "torture her till she starts screaming".. Back to theme that was fifth day which means torture worse than before.. and it is: they are being on all sorts of "fun" earlier listed.. They burned my skin with hot metal, whipping me hundreds times etc... I guess not.. After that... I blacked out and woke up in the middle of forest" I end story and wiped tears away and smiled brightly at Hokage who had shocked face... "Hokage-sama... Are you alright?" He looked at me  and nodded.."You can stay here in Konoha as long as you want. Here it is your key and address. If you want Akia can lead you there." He said and I nodded with bright smile on my face..

Akia's POV:
'Hm Hokage-sama summoned me.. better get going'

TIME SKIP
KNOCK KNOCK...
"Come in!" Said Hokage-sama and I entered to see (Y/N) standing there.... It was weird because it was hour and half since I walked out..  'Was she really here whole time?!' I thought...
"Hai! Hokage-sama did something happen?" I bowed and asked... "No... Just you will take (Y/N) to her new home.. Here is address" He said and I nodded.. "Is that all Hokage-sama?" He nodded I bowed and turned to leave
"... Oh and (Y/N) come here tomorrow morning I have surprise for you." Hokage said calmly 

She looked back at him and said " Ok Jiji, I will!"
I was taken aback 'what? Wait... did she just... NO WAY'... after I recovered of my shock  decoded to speak "Ok then Hokage-sama we will be on our way." He nodded and dismissed me and
(Y/N)... We walked out the door and started walking towards her new house...
TIME SKIP
"Here we are" I said to her she turned towards me and said "Thank you very much Mr. Akia" with big, bright smile on her face... "No problem.. Kiddo no problem".. And with that we split up she entered  in her new home... and I headed towards mine, smile on my face...
'That kid is really something else'

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Aaaand that is it for today... Yosh.. This chapter has 1227 words... Honestly I'm proud of myself...
Next chapter: Sunday..
Some problems...
Love ya♥
Ya Ne!