Meaning of life (YoungKakashi x Reader)

Rin

TIME SKIP 6 MONTHS
''Yes!" I sreamed after I had done 300 push ups, 250 situps and had been running for past four hours and didn't get out of breath... Yet..
"You are really good aren't you?" Zetsu said I nodded and smiled.
'Man it was worth answering their weried questions.' "Yup!" Then there it is bad news. "《~》... I got a bad news... Your friends got in trap few dozen of enemies are with them." I was like some hone has taken my breath away.
"Where are they?!" "Fores near Kanabi bridge. " I jumped and kicked wall with all my migt and it turned in the ashes. I jumped out and began running.
TTIME SKIP 30 MINUTES
'Come on! FASTER! Jus few more minutes hang on!'
I was running like crazy. Till. I heard crashing of iron and soun of his voice. "Chidori!" I heard sound of thousands of birds and began running that way. I got on view that I didn't wanted to see.Kakashi's hand in Rin's chest. My heart started beting and my eyes began burning and I cloud feel my eyes changing. "Mangekyo sharingan!" I screamed. I see Kakashi fell unconscious. I ran towards enemy. With kunai in my hand and began slashing their throats. I was full of rage. With corner of my eye I see one of them rising sword to kill Kakashi I ran towards him and cut his head off. Literally.
TIME SKIP 25 MINUTES
I killed all of enemy's and began walking towards Kakashi and Rin. I got Rin lifeless body in my arm's and Kakashi's unconscious body on my back and then began walking.  But then it clicked Obito is still alive so I bega searching for his chackra and found him laying on the ground.  I ran up to him and found ot that he is still alive just unconscious I sighted sigh of relief. I maked shadow clone and she got Obito in her arms. I search for Minato's chackra and found it. We began running towarfs Minato. My mind was swirling with all kind of thoughts.
TIME SKIP 1 HOUR BROUGHT TO YOU BY LAZY AUTOR
I began feeling exhausted but Minato's chackra wasn't that far away.
'What will I say to him? I'm supposed to be dead. How I will look him in the eyes?
How will I say to him that I couldn't save Rin?'
Beafore I realized I was near camp and Minato was sitting there. He wasn't alerted beacuse I hid my chackra. So I couched and got his attention when he saw Rin with hole in her shest and Kakashi on my back his eyes winded and he jumped up with kunai in his hand.
"Wow. Claim down, I'm not here to fight." "Really then why is my student has hole in her chest!" His eyes full of anger and hatred. "She was killed by mist ninjas not me... I cloud never hurt any of them!" "Oh really?  Who are you then?" Minato asked me I look up at him when he saw me his eyes winded "N-no w-way! 《~》?" He asked shock on his face clearly visible.  I nod and smile my smile. "Sorry Sensei but I have to take care of them then I will tell you everything." He nodded
TIME SKI AFTER YOU  HAD TAKEN CARE OF KAKASHI AND OBITO, AND GOT DEAL WITH MINATO THAT YOU WILL CARRY RIN IN VILLAGE.  YOU TOLD HIM EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED IN PAST 6 MONTHS.
"I see so you were badly injured but not dead, and that guy Madara had taken care of you till you were fully recovered? " I nod "That explains why we couldn't find your body." I just looked down in shame. "Hey.." Sensei put his hand under my chin and "forced" me to look up at him "You are NOT guilty. You had to take care of your self first no one will take that like your mistake. Not village,  not me, not Hokage, not Obito.... and not him." Said Minato as he looked at unconscious Kakashi. There was moment of silence.  "You know Kakashi was one to take it really hard. He was more cold but in the same time was always there to help Obito and Rin. You changed him 《~》 and it's on better." Minato said to me and I nodded. "You're right. Now go get some rest Sensei I will take first watch." I said he nodded and got up and trigt to tent.
It wasn't until I clou hear light snores from his tent. Then I began to sing my hear out.

My heart is torn in pieces,
my eyes are red and blody,
I'm not that old princess,
I'm now nobody.

I scream and cry,
what's with you people why don't you hear,
I fail whenever I try,
behind that smile there is a tear.

You left me mom, dad,
brother and sisters also gone,
to deserve this what did I do so bad,
there's not in my smile  that old shine.

(A/n This is my song I hope that you like it, just have in mind English isn't my first language so..)

Before I had chance to finish I realized that I'm crying. So I cried all night I cried for everything.  I cried for Rin, for all my friends that were killed in my old home, my sisters and brother and for my parents.  I cried for everything. After sone time I calmed myslef down, I didn't realize that I had cried all night I got up and walked towards river nearby to fresh myself up, but I left my clone back at camp. So when I got back I cooked breakfast and waked up Sensei. Me and him got deal that he will wake up Obito and Kakashi and I will go back to Konoha so I will prepare suprise for them. They will need something to cheer them up. One last thought got trough my head. 'I love you guy's'
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So here It is new chapter,  how are you guys?  Oh and yeah picture above is your mangekyo sharingan, cool?
See ya in next chapter.
Love ya.
Ya Ne!