Meaning of life (YoungKakashi x Reader)

How cloudn't I?

Before:
After whole four hours of crying.  My eyes were very tired.. Last sentence in my head was 'I will be there for you no matter what... Kakashi'

Now :
TIME SKIP 4 MONTHS

(Y/N) POV :
'Today Kakashi graduate... *sigh*.. I just want to speak with him... But whenever I try he is screaming and yelling or just simply ignoring me. It hurts.  It hurts so much when you know that your FRIEND is alive.. But you can't speak with him. Ok enough of self-pity I must find gift for him!'
TIME SKIP 5 hours
'Yes! Finally found it! I think he will like it!'
"Sorry ma'am how much is this?"
I asked pointing at double dragon necklace chackra keeper.

"Oh honey that's you.. (Y/N) is it? It's 100 yen." She smiled again at me and nodsed. "Really? !" My face light up like sun.."I want one please" she nodded and gave it to me.. When I tried to pay I see that 100 yen is all I have.. 'oh well. I have food and water that is all I need'  "Tell me what colors he likes?" "Um... I don't know really but I suppose he likes silver. " She nodded and began packing it in beautiful silver box.
"Here you go!" She said with happy voice..
"Thank you very much!" I said an ran away.
'I  hope he will like it! But then again what if he will not?... Well what is done its done..'  I walked down the street trying to find Kakashi when I spotted flash of silver... I recognize it immediately... "Kakashi..." I whispered to myself... I began to run towards him... and after really long 20 minutes of running I finally got to him.. "Oy Kakashi..." He turned around and when he saw me his eye's were dark.. I cloud see hate in them... But kind I didn't see before it's like he hates himself... 'nah probably my brain is again playing with me.'  "What now didn't I tell you to don't be so boring!?" Smile from my face fell and my heart felt like it was stabbed,  but I forced myself to smile again. "Today was your graduation day.. So I got you gift!" I pulled out my gift an gave it to him.. His eyes got wide.. "I think I told you to let me alone! I don't want your stupid gift! If you want so badly to give me a present JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME!" That was my breaking point I began to sob and cry like child... I ran away.

Kakashi POV :
When I heard her calling me my blood got cold. I turned around to see (Y/N).. But state she was in... It was like she didn't sleep whole year. her eyes were red from crying I guess. Was it because of me? But it was for her good.. I don't want her to die... But yeah I hated myself because of it.. Then I see that smile of hers it also make me smile a little.
"What now didn't I tell you to don't be so boring!?" Her smile immediately fell, but she tried to smile again and said. "Today was your graduation day.. So I got you gift!" She gave me beautiful silver box my eyes were wide after everything she still cares? 'No.. no Kakashi don't do this! You can't!' I hate myself because of what I'm going to say.
"I think I told you to let me alone! I don't want your stupid gift! If you want so badly to give me a present JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME!" She immediately began to cry and sob she ran away .. I really just wanted to help her.. But I now see what have I done.. I began to run after her but couldn't get to her.. After some time I decided to go home.. I still had her present so decided to open it when I got home..
TIME SKIP
When I opened the door and came in.. I carefully opened her gift.. When I see what she got me my heart clenched. This is necklace I've seen in shop.. I liked it but didn't have enough money.  How did she get it? Did she gave all her money.. No she's not idiot to do that for ME of all people.
1 MONTH TIME SKIP

(Y/N) POV :
I'm like zombie barely sleep,  eat or anything for that matter. What Kakashi said to me. It really hurts. But I respect his wishes so when I see him I go another way.. 'Ok enough of this I must go to academy. Today is graduation day.' I got up from my bed, washed my teeth and face and everything else. 

TIME SKIP ACADEMY
"Ohayo" said Obito and Rin at the same time "Ohayo guys. Today is graduation day. I'm really hoping I don't fail.." "If you fail I will learn to fly" said Obito sarcastically Rin and I began to laugh. "Ok enough! " Said Akia sensei. "Like all of you know today is the day when all of you take graduation test. I wish you luck!"
TIME SKIP AFTER TEST (Cuz I'm lazy)
"Yes! I'M NINJA NOW" Came my enthusiastic voice. "Yeah! Eat that Kakashi! " said Obito with big cheeky smile.. Rin just smiled. In that moment I see Kakashi walking towards us my heart clenched because I'm 90% sure that he will scream at me. "Hey Rin.  Obito" He nodded towards them and when he looked at me he said "Hey... (Y/N).. Can I talk to you just second?" My mouth fell open did he just... I nodded my head.. We got out of earshot of Rin and Obito.
"Listen to me please.. (Y/N).. I'm so so so sorry for what I said.. I was jerk.. It's thing that I didn't wanted you to be in physical pain that I didn't realize that I'm hurting you emotionally." That is moment when I had feeling that bird cloud get in my mouth how much it fell open.. That is moment when I noticed something shining around his neck. That is my necklace.  He really wears it? My eyes got watery and I hugged him with all my might.. I couldn't speak.. I was to happy. "Wh.. D-do.. Did you just.. you really forgave me already?" Kakashi asked me his eye's were wide. I nodded my head. . "I'm your friend... Kakashi how couldn't I?"
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Aaaand that's it :) 1085 words.. Man..This was long xD.
Peace out.
Love ya!
Ya Ne!