Meaning of life (YoungKakashi x Reader)

Guilt is eating me alive

'Before'
"Oh really then why did you fake your smile?!" I whisper-yelled.
'Now'
"I-I.. That is none your concern. I'm old enough to go with this alone Hatake""Old enough?! You are six year old!" "Well I'm old enough"I can see tears in her eyes. "Oh Sorry didn't wanted to hurt cry baby!" I screamed at her.. I don't know what's going on with me.. I was relay angry. I can see hurt in her eyes I regretted what I said but I can't control myself. "Oh... Yeah.. WHEN YOU CAN BE LIKE ME THAN SAY SOMETHING.. YOU LITTLE USELESS EXCUSE FOR HUMAN BEING" I can see pure hatred in her eyes.. But also tears are streaming down her face.. She turned around and begin to run away. I didn't do any thing to stop her. I was completely frozen. Her words ''WHEN YOU CAN BE LIKE ME THAN SAY SOMETHING.. YOU LITTLE USELESS EXCUSE FOR HUMAN BEING''. 'She.. She really mean it... I'm so stupid! Why did i been so stupid to say that? I will say sorry to her tomorrow'
(Y/N) POV:
'I'm Idiot! I just screamed on person who tried to help me! But that sentence about hurting me... HE said that. Ugh I hate myself.. I must say sorry to him NOW!... Wait where he lives?!.. Ok iI must get to him'
TIME SKIP (You running like crazy)
'Crap.. I can't find him.. I was so stupid he just wanted to help me! I must find his house'
TIME SKIP
'It's been three hours i can't find him! Ugh its so late.. I'm so tired.. Wait Jiji! He has address of everyone in the village!' I hurriedly ran to Hokage tower.
Kakashi POV: ( Bet you didn't expect that)
I was rolling on my bed and couldn't get (Y/N) out of my head. My conversation with dad helped a little..
FLASH BACK
'Did she really think of me like that? But that doesn't make sense she said she is my friend.. Which means I'm her friend and I have right to know if something is wrong. Right?' I neared to my dad with my saddened face. "Kakashi is everything alright and where's
(Y/N)?" Dad asked me and I just shook my head as sing I don't wanna talk about her or anything that happened. "We will talk about this when we come home" didn't wanted to talk about how I hurt her.. How I hurt someone who called herself my friend and said if anything happens she will be there for me?!
TIME SKIP
"Ok Kakashi what happened when I went off?" "I-I.... I asked her what's wrong she said everything is alright but I knew it isn't she faked her smile and I knew something is bothering her.. I got pissed of because she isn't telling me and screamed at her.... Then she screamed at me and ran off probably hating me for being even born' I said last part little above whisper.. I didn't know why but thought of her hating me hurt.. a lot. 'Why.. Why is this happening to me I only knew her for a day! ' My father nodded at me an said "I see... So you are the one who flamed the oil?" I nod "Hm.. You should talk to her first chance you get... I doubt she hates you she seemed too kind for that." I just nod my head hoping that what he said it's truth.
FLASH BACK END
I couldn't sleep so I decided it is good time for a loooong walk around the village.
'Sigh* I couldn't keep myself from saying that right?!' I though to myself 'Guilt is eating me alive'
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Aaand that's it I'm sorry for not updating I was on lake. Soo yeah here are some pics if you are interested..