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Too Beautiful For This Earth [Chapter 18]

I woke up with a unbearable pain aching in my lower back, I must have fell asleep crying over what I had heard about Beau, I looked at my phone which was beside me 4:30pm, I only slept for about 45mintues. I shifted over to try and get the pressure of my back and noticed the bed felt a little wet. I moved over and got off the bed, the sheets had a circle of red, I couldn’t have my period while I’m pregnant? I went to the bathroom to go to the toilet; all that filled the bowl was red liquid. This couldn’t be good. I put on a spare pad and went out into the lounge room; Jai and Luke were on the lounge eating spoonfuls of nutella… ew.  “I need one of you to drive me to the doctors now” I demanded, they both snapped their heads up to look at me,

“Sky, if you’re going to go off at Beau, it’s better to do it here then make a scene at the doctors, he’ll be home soon anyways” Jai said turning back to the TV, Luke did the same thing. A unbearable pain stuck up my back making me wince,

"I need to go to the doctors, now” I strained my voice to say, I held the door for support, I felt like my back was about to give out on me. Luke got up and helped me hold my hand

“What’s wrong Sky?” he said softly holding me up

“I don’t know Luke” I said weakly, “I’m bleeding really heavily, and have this really bad back pain” I said straining my voice, he could tell I was in pain; Luke exchanged a worry look with Jai.

Without a word, Jai got up and went to my room and Luke helped me out to the car, I put on my seatbelt and he jumped in the other side quickly turning on the car and reversing out of the driveway, I then saw Jai run out with a couple of bags in his hands, lock the door, and jump into his car, then we raced down the street. Thank god we were getting somewhere now.

We ended up outside the closet hospital to us, and went straight in, luckily it wasn’t overly busy. Luke and I sat in the waiting area, we were soon joined by Jai, he gave me a bag, it had fresh clothes, pads, perfume and my phone. You would think he has grown up with sisters all his life with the things he packed. We all sat in silence before my phone started ringing, I looked at the caller ID, it was Beau, I handed it over to Luke, he answered and walked over towards the cafeteria leaving Jai and I by ourselves. “I’m sorry” Jai said rubbing my shoulder leaving me confused, why was he apologising? I shot him a confused look, popping an eyebrow up. “what Beau did to you, and his not now, I mean, what if something bad happens Sky?” Jai said putting his down but never stopped caressing my shoulder

“Don’t think of the worst Jai, the baby will be fine” I sketched a smile across my face, hoping he would by it, I said it in the most calm, steady voice I could at the time. He looked up at me, his lips started to curve

“You think?” he said with a little more confidence in his voice,

“Yeah” I said slowly, what if he was right? What if I lose the baby?

Shortly after that Luke joined us again, he let out a deep sigh as he sat down, I could tell he was frustrated. I leant my head down on his shoulder, he put his arm around me pulling me closer, the warmth of his body made me feel just that little calmer, his heart beats pounded in time, his chest moved up and down each time he let out a breath. I think I've always had a little soft spot for Luke, since I first met him.

“Miss. Partridge?” a doctor came out and called,

We all got up and followed the doctor down the hall, I felt Jai’s hand grab mine and give it a little squeeze, I smiled at him, but he didn’t look at me, he just focused on what was in front of us, Jai and Luke had to wait outside while I went in the room, the doctor ran over my body, taking down notes and mumbling ‘hmm’ and ‘ah’ to himself every now and then. He looked up at me, straightening himself up and clearing his throat. “I’m sorry Miss. Partridge” he simply started, but that was enough for me to hear, I knew what was coming next. The tears that were falling now blurred my vision and I pulled my knees closer hugging them. I felt pairs of arms wrap around me, I’m not sure who it was, but I moved my head into their chest, making their shirt wet with my tears,  both boys repeated said ‘shh’ in a reassuring voice, but it just didn’t seem to help.

I felt cold leather underneath me, and the sound of music playing, I opened my eyes, breaking through the tears that had sealed them, I was in a car. I looked into the front seat, Jai occupied the driver’s seat and the passenger seat was empty, he quickly turned his head to look at me and smiled, “almost home” he smiled, I just nodded, I didn’t want to talk to anyone, I felt sick.

We pulled up in the driveway and I hopped out of the car, my back was still in a lot of pain but the doctors gave me pain killers so it wasn’t as bad. I went straight into the house noticing Beaus car was home, which meant he was too, I didn’t look into the lounge room or kitchen as I passed, I stopped at the nursery, the little toys were still neat in the box, the cot had a little teddy bear in it, I smiled at the thought that maybe one day again I’ll get to have the little baby girl I’ve always wanted to put in this room, and tuck her into bed each night. I walked over to the rocking chair and just sat there absorbing that I had lost her, I heard chatting in the lounge room but I just blocked it out. Beau’s child with Savannah would probably be in here now, it would be sometime soon she will probably move in, then this room was turned back into Beaus room, and I’d be left by myself in my room.

I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth before going to bed, my hair was a mess, my tear stained cheeks were pink and my makeup had run everywhere, I was a mess. I walked into my room, and it just so happens that Beau was getting changed, I didn’t smile, I didn’t gawk, I didn’t frown, I just flopped out on my bed and noticed the sheets were changed, “you okay?” Beau said unsure whether or not I was ready to talk about it, I shuffled over so I was facing him, I didn’t say anything, was I okay? He walked over towards me and crawled over me gently placing an arm around my waist and his head relaxing on my back, I felt him draw little circles on my back, it had been months since I did this with Beau, and I actually didn’t mind it despite everything he had done to me.  “I’ve been writing you letters” he whispered, I could feeling him smiling on my back, “and I’m sorry for not taking you telling me that you were pregnant very well, I just thought I wasn’t going to be a good father, I didn’t want to bring my first daughter or son-“ he started but I interrupted him

“Daughter” I simply said

“I didn’t want to bring my daughter into the world if I couldn’t look after her, and in case I started doing bad things again, I couldn’t do that to her” he said still tracing circles on my back, “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you earlier about Savannah, I just didn’t know how to tell you” he informed me, if I was in his position I wouldn’t know how to tell me either

“good night Beau” I said closing my eyes, I didn’t want to talk about it, I guess he realised that cause he stopped drawing circles on my back, “I didn’t tell you to stop” I grumbled a small smile appearing on my face, he let out a little laugh, the vibrations from his chest felt good against my skin.

“good night Sky” he said continuing to draw circles on my back.

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A/N:

Don't hate me for doing this guys! i promise it will get better soon! I have the rest of the book practically thought out, and this is a main plot. i got a little teary eyed writting this, <3

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