Accidentally in Love (Glee & Ryder Lynn Fanfiction)

Chapter 50

*Ryder's POV*

I walk into my house and put the keys into the keys box. I see there is an invitation for me under the keys box. I take it and open the invitation. It's a wedding invitation. Wedding of Sam and Jade this weekend in Los Angeles.

Yes, I moved out to New York now. I thought it could be better so I cant move on from her but no. I was wrong. She is the only one person in my mind.

But what can I do? I have no choice. I hurt Jade at the worst part. I know that she never tolerance cheating since she knows what her father did to her. And I cheated on her.

"Hey, you're home." Cecilia smiles at me.

"Yeah. I went home earlier." I nod and look at the invitation.

"Oh that's from your ex wife. I put it there so you can see it." Cecilia says to me.

"Yeah it's worthless." I nod and kiss her head and walk upstairs.

"Ryder, stop." Cecilia stops me.

I turn my face at her and raise my eyebrows. "What is it?"

"You can come if you want." Cecilia smiles at me.

"Are you drunk?" I chuckle.

"No." Cecilia chuckles. "I want to be a better person. I know you might still dont love me but I promise I will change, in baby steps. I'm actually glad that you didn't leave me when I'm pregnant with this baby and you knew that I ruined everything."

"Actually it was Jade who told me to stay with you." I said to her. "I would leave you for her but she said no. She said that no matter what, you are a woman and just like her and she doesnt want any other woman feel the same thing like she felt. Being a single mother. Went to labour alone." I said to her and sit down on the stairs.

Cecilia sits down next to me and hold my hand. "If you wanna go, I'll go with you. I promise I wont make any problem. I just wanna fix everything between us."

"What is wrong with you huh?" I chuckle.

"Hormones." Cecilia chuckles. "Please. Give me last chance to fix everything and I promise, I wont screw it up."

"I dont know I should come or not." I sigh.

"Why? Because you still in love with her?" Cecilia raises her eyebrows.

"I guess." I nod. "But now, I have to move on." I turn my face at her.

"If you say so then come and show her that you're happy for her and her new life. Show her that you can be a strong person." Cecilia says to me.

"But I will see my kids bonding with Sam and it hurts me. Seeing Abigail really spoiled with Sam and Abimael who loves being in his arms and I cant deny that Sam is a good father for them." I said to her.

"It was our fault. We abandoned them but now they have their place. They have parents who love them more than anything in this world even us. I regretted that I lost Abigail but she even doesn't know me as her mother. She scared when she met me and she always run to her for a protection. What kind of a person I am huh?" Cecilia looks down.

"Everyone did mistakes but everyone learn from it and changed. I believe you are a bit different now. Alright, we can go. But we have to be polite and keep distance from Abigail so we wont scared her." I nod and get up.

"I will cook you dinner okay." Cecilia says and walks to the kitchen.

I let out a sigh and walk upstairs. Yeah I know Cecilia sort of change to be better now since the second trimester pregnancy begin. She is no more crazy freak woman who always make me wanna kill her. But she is changed.