crushed dreams

forget

why do you always do
this with me. you always
do. you don't care for me.

we talk for so long. telling
each are secrets and stories
of how imperfect we are. we
tell each other 'you're perfect
to me. nothing will ever
change that.'

that's when you lied.
telling everyone how
imperfect i am. telling
everyone what's wrong
with me.

i really did trust you. telling you
how fucked up and depressed
i am. you told me you'd
never hurt me. but now look at
you. killing me like how i
want to kill my self.

i want you to feel pain. i want
you to feel what i feel every
day. you say you do but it's
clear that you don't.

huh? did you lie about that
too? everyone loves you.
girls want you. guys want
to be you. everyone
wants to be your friend.
but sadly no one wants
to be mine because of you.

just forget it. forget about my
feelings. forget about what
we said. forget about how
we felt. mostly forget about me.
you always do. but why can't
you do it now?