crushed dreams

lost

one day you'll leave
like the rest did. not
caring about how i feel
and just getting lost.

losing yourself finding
another who doesn't
want you like i do.

if that's what you
want just go. i'm not
going to stop you.
i know i can't change
the way you feel so leave.

i know i can't make you
love me so i won't
try. i know i can't
change your heart so
i won't try to hard or
try at all. you love me you
do and if you don't you
don't there is nothing i can
do.

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okay. so. i'm. annoyed. this is trash and i don't want to hear it. my head is not in the right place so let me try again next chapter and fuck that up too.