have you ever felt broken?
doesn't matter if it was a relationship.
have you ever just felt like that, or
do you need me to describe it?
just felt like you couldn't do anything
to fix the problem.
you feel like you could've done better
and you know you can.
then a wave of anger, regret, and disappointment
wash over you at the same time.
all you can do is think or cry or maybe both.
you just can't do anything about it.
it already happened and its just
so upsetting that you feel
depressed and want to kill yourself.
after a coupe days people remember what
happened and ask you questions.
then you feel like a worm and want to
go underground and never come up again.
you start rethinking and then overthinking.
you start the cutting not caring who comes in
or who sees your arm.
walk into the places you need to be in,
do the things you do with people asking you if
you are okay and all you can say is
"i'm fine i just scraped my arm"
with the fake-ist smile you could possible do.
or
the feeling is way worse.
the feeling of watching the ones you love
die slowly and painfully.
its ass i know it is
but what can we do besides watch, listen, and be broken.
YOU ARE READING
crushed dreams
Poetrysome dumb poems i made. hope you enjoy they're really trash i'm sorry about that.