crushed dreams

fake friends

i take a midnight walk
and overthink about
how we talked.
overthink about the shit
you did to me to hurt me
then leave me and desert me.

you didn't deserve me.
just to say to you i've
never lost a real friend
let that shit sink.

i would never lie to you,
i never did the shit you said i
did to you. why lying again?
do you need me as a friend?

so keep overthinking and
analyzing what the fuck
we should be. you being fake
and i don't want that. if you
wanna leave just tell me that.
i'm not wasting my time on
you and anybody who
don't need me too.

if you really are my
friend you would
lend me a hand
when i'm down.
but every time
i turn around you are
gone and no where
to be found.

so i pick myself up
without you. i guess i
don't need you.
you never really needed me
too. that's why you
got all of these
fake ass friends.

don't come around
when everybody leave
you. you said you don't
need me why would i need
you. yea i know i'm repeating
myself but it's the truth.

you're fake i don't need you.