random it shots/ prefrences

Fool. Richie Tozier

I am just a fool to keep on chasing after nothing great.

"why are you so pissed off love?" Richie asks me, actually sounding concerned.

you are just a fool to keep pretending that youre loving me.

"it doesn't matter Richie, you wouldn't care I say waving him off . "but it does and I really do care"

I dont know where i'm supposed to go, oh.

"I cant tell you chee" " you can tell me anything y/n, you know that"

call me  on the phone at three, i'll talk to you while I'm half asleep.

"can you meet me there Richie?" her voice comes in over the walkie talkie. "mmm" I grunt in response getting up and putting clothes on.

complaining bout' your mother so I take you to the cemetery.

"what happened?" I ask her groggily. "her again" she answers, her voice breaking.

rant to me.

we sit down and she explains what happened.

I like the sound.

hearing her vent helps me see that i'm not the only troubled person that I know.

I like your voice.

i get lost in her every word.

I like your mouth.

I think i might actually love her.

cycling to school at seven-thirty in the morning.

I meet her outside her house so we can ride to school together.

I am still your baby girl i'm stuck in nineteen eighty.

I smile at the sight of her. she's always been beautiful, I just really haven't noticed it until  now I guess.

dont understand my body, washing machine confuses me.

my heart skips a few beats when I see Richie there waiting. I get angry at myself whenever this happens, I cant love Richie.

I am such a fool to keep on chasing after nothing great.

"hey chee!"....she'll never like me back.

you are just a fool to keep pretending that you're loving me.

"hello my good fello!"....he's never gonna feel the same.

I dont know where i'm supposed to go, oh.

"but I cant tell you this chee, it'll screw everything up" she groans."no" I whisper "it'll all be fine"

I was such a fool to keep on chasing after nothing great.

"dammit Richie, stop asking!" she yells looking away from me.

you were such a fool to keep pretending that you're loving me.

"no! tell me dammit!" I yell back at her.

look in the mirror, I love that girl. dont hurt my dear, dont hurt my joy.

she looks at me with tears in her eyes and anger on her face. "I love you. you broken bastard" she cries. i'm breathless. "I.....me too". she looks up at me surprised and I pull her into a hug. "I love you too" I say as she laughs into my neck, her tears wetting it.