random it shots/ prefrences

Goodbye. Stan Uris

baby I guess I dont understand, how did we let this slip through our hands?

"Stan" she says slowly "we need to have a talk baby."

we were so in love and then we lost it all, and now its over.

"about what" I say nervously.

now its over.

I hate to do this to him.

I know we said that we could just be friends.

"you're........my best friend Stan" she starts.

but I can no longer play pretend.

"you're mine too"  I say waiting for her to get to her point.

because the memories of us cloud my head.

"I will always love you Stan but you know how things are going. our parents dont like us together...."

and im sorry, so sorry but I have to say goodbye.

"are you breaking up with me?" I ask coolly, keeping emotion out of my voice. she nods and a tear drips down her cheek.

(yeah) goodbye I dont wanna say it (nah)

"i'll always want to be your friend but I just cant take the criticism from our parents anymore and I-" he pulls me into a hug to shut me up.

I dont wanna say it. I dont wanna say goodbye, goodbye.

"we're alright" I say softly as I hug her "im not mad at you y/n"

but we have to, but we have to.

I sob into him as he comforts me.

baby I guess I cant comprehend the fact that this could really be the end.

"I think both of us started to grow away from the relationship" I admit as she wipes her eyes.

I wish we could talk this out instead.

"you aren't hurt?" I ask sniffling "no, are you?" "not anymore. I thought I was gonna hurt you so I felt bad."

but we've tried that, yeah we've tried that.

"I.....I started to have feelings for someone else" she admits looking away from me.

I am doing my best to let this go cause its obvious we're on different roads.

"me too." he says quietly. "were you cheating on me?" "no, never! I know you weren't either."

you consume my mind when im alone. I miss you, oh how I miss you.

"who do you have feelings for, may I ask?" he says raising an eyebrow.

but I have to say goodbye (yeah)

this is my best friend, he wouldn't reject me because of who I like I tell myself  "well?" he says after a while.

goodbye. I dont wanna say it (nah)

"Beverly" I sigh out expecting him to laugh at me. when he doesn't I get more comfortable.

I dont wanna say it. I dont wanna say goodbye, goodbye but we have to, baby but we have to.

"you?" she asks back. I look up at her with a smile "Bill"