random it shots/ prefrences

Talk to Me. Stan Uris

you dont have to be a hero to save the world.

i run away from my house, away from them. i run to the only place i feel safe, to Stan's.

it doesn't make you a narcissist to love yourself.

hes the only thing i actually love in this world.

it feels like nothing is easy it'll never be.

i knock on his window and he doesn't answer for a while. i tear up thinking hes ignoring me. but after a while the blinds slide open and the window pops open to reveal my best friend.

thats alright.

he helps me in and i cling to him as i cry.

let it out.

"its alright y/n, its gonna be alright"

talk to me.

"just tell me what happened" he whispers while rubbing my back and stroking my hair. i spill everything.

you dont have to be a prodigy to be unique.

"i'm not good enough for them. i dont do good enough at school, at home, they hate me Stan."

you dont have to know what to say or what to think.

"my temper gets the best of me and i pop off" "i think your temper's fine" "Stan?" "yeah?" "they hit me...."

you dont have to be anybody you can never be.

i feel the anger radiate off of him. "they cant just hurt you for who you are" he growls.

thats alright.

"i'm gonna kill them"

let it out.

"i really wish someone would. family is supposed to love you, i'm not fond of love."

talk to me.

"i love you" he whispers quietly. "not the way i want you to" i mumble looking away. "is that what you think?" he  laughs.

anxiety tossing turning in your sleep. even if you run away you still see them in your dreams.

my heart pounds at his words, the possibility of him liking me back  lifting me up.i roll my eyes "what are you trying to say Stan?" i groan emotionlessly.

its so dark tonight but you'll survive certainly.

"what i'm trying to say is......" he trails off "it's just i". he stops and shakes his head.

it's alright.

he gets closer to me and my heart skips multiple beats.

come inside.

he puts his left hand on my cheek and grabs one of my hands in his right. by this point i'm a blushing mess.

talk to me.

"i love you y/n, i meant it" his soft lips are on mine and i kiss back without hesitation.

we can talk here on the floor.

"are you ok now?" he asks looking at our hands. i smile at the curly haired boy. "ok as i've ever been......ever will be"

on the phone if you prefer.

"i'm glad i came to you Stan The Man" i giggle "you're the only thing that makes me feel ok". "hey" he says lifting my chin up "hmm?"i hum. he goes over to his dresser and gets something small and black. a walkie talkie. he puts it in my hand. "whats this for?" i ask raising an eyebrow. "so you can talk to me whenever you need to" he answers waving around a matching one.

i'll be here until you're ok let your words release your pain.

"are you gonna go home?" he asks with a hint of sadness in his voice. "i dont have to i guess" i shrug and wipe my face. he grins "stay here with me?" i grin back at him and nod. "what about your parents?" i ask. he rolls his eyes and ruffles his hair "what about yours?" "fuck them." i answer shutting his window.

you and i share the weight growing stronger by the day.

i run with my boyfriend through the woods."ready?" he asks out of breath "as i'll ever be". we sprint past the sign welcoming everyone to Derry.

it's so dark outside tonight build a fire warm and bright.

i hop onto the hotel bed with Stan and hug him. "we're finally out baby"  i sigh. he chuckles "finally" he agrees letting out a sigh of  relief.

and the wind it howls and bites. bite it back with all your might.

we did it.me an y/n always talked about escaping that town, our parents, hell our past in general. now were on our way to nowhere in particular. together.

anxiety tossing turning in your sleep.

we lay down and a memory replays in my head.

even if you run away you'll still see them in your dreams.

that night she came to me crying about her parents.

it's so dark tonight but you'll survive certainly.

the night i kissed her.

it's alright.

the night we made the plan exactly two years from today.

come inside.

i promised her we'd run away together someday.

talk to me.

now here we are.