random it shots/ prefrences

Lovely.Bill Denbrough

thought I found a way. thought I found a way, yeah (found)

"you will not hang around those losers!" Henry spits at me. "just because im your little sister doesn't mean you can tell me what the hell to do!" I shoot back.

but you never go away (never go away) so I guess i gotta stay now.

I write a note to Bill explaining what happened and I ask him for a solution, im lost. if I try to be around my friends Henry's gonna hurt me. or worse, them.

oh, I hope someday i'll make it out of here even if it takes all night or a hundred years.

I pick up the polaroid I took of me and Bill a few months ago and I stare at it for a while, longing for his touch.

need a place to hide but I cant find one near wanna feel alive outside I can fight my fear.

im gonna tell Bill to meet me at the quarry tomorrow , I need to see him it hurts so bad.

isn't it lovely all alone? heart made of glass,

I miss her so much.

my mind of stone.

but I know if I go near her we both might get hurt.

tear me to pieces, skin and bone.

I race down to the quarry unable to think rationally anymore. I need to see her.

hello, welcome home.

I run into Bill's arms and breathe in his scent for the first time in a long time."i muh-m-missed you so m-much" he whispers into my neck.

walkin' out of town, lookin' for a better place.

"maybe if we ran away" she suggests while running her fingers through my hair "things would be better."

lookin' for a better place) somethings on my mind, always in my headspace.

as I sneak back into my house a figure yanks me back into my window."i told you not to hang around them!" Henry screeches into my face. "fuck you" I spit as I pull Bill's jacket tighter around me.

but I know someday i'll make it out of here.

Henry's hand hits my face and my fist collides with his nose.

even if it takes all night or a hundred years.

after a while he overpowers me and I lay on my floor bruised up and bloody.

need a place to hide but I cant find one near wanna feel alive outside I can fight my fear.

at least I still have Bill I think to myself as I lose consciousness.

isn't it lovely all alone?

"did you learn your lesson?" Henry growls at me as I pass him in the hallway. I quietly smile and nod.

heart made of glass, my mind of stone.

I see Henry a little ways behind me and I start walking faster, walking towards Bill and The Losers.

tear me to pieces, skin and bone.

shes walking out of the building and thats when I see all the bruises and scratches on her body. im gonna kill Henry.

hello, welcome home.

she walks right up to me and brightly smiles. "y-you shouldn't b-b-be here Henry's right-"  at that moment Henry starts running towards us yelling at y/n.

whoa, yeah, yeah, ah whoa, whoa.

she gives him the finger as she snatches up my shirt collar.

hello, welcome home.

she kisses me and I feel fireworks. it feels just like the first time she did it. it feels like pure love should.